Depression run inside of me My constant fear and anxiety I cannot pinpoint the reasons Why I dont feel like part of society And I could try to take a look inside to figure out why I feel so hurt, why I lack self worth, why my lifes been pain since the day of my birth And I still feel worse when the pain returns Too many things in my mind I can't figure out All the times you would yell cuss each other out You don't care about the demons in my mind Cuz you had your own demons in you all this time And you never asked why my b *tches know smiles Why I ran for miles Why I changed my style Why I look so sad Why I get so mad Why I want it all to end I don't make pretend Lost my cousin to the drugs, he was 15 But all the drugs the cool kids mixing I don't care about my friends Cuz the main thing Is that I do the right thing Keep my name clean And keep my mind clean Make peace with my damn anxiety No way I make it back to sobriety Cuz all the drugs will heal the pain inside of me I'm breaking down (breaking down) Can't figure out (can't figure out) Can't take away the pain I'm borderline insane l'm borderline insane l'm borderline insane I can never focus on the sh*t that works If you give me 50 dollars for my verse l'll make it work But I'll write a f* cking lie Cuz the truth is all that hurts I don't think its a surpise All my problems are the worst Triple seven on my wrist But it dont mean jack sh*t Number of the angel, I f* ckin thought they exist Just wanna live 2020 Ain't that sh*t Locked in my room when l'm bout to go bad, shit I wish I could say it to light Age 17, thought I wanted to die But I cannot lie Even when I do try to work From my heart to the end of my life Work from my heart to the end of my life Work from my heart to the end of my life I'm breaking down (breaking down) Can't figure out (can't figure out) Can't take away the pain l'm borderline insane
[00:15.286]Depression run inside of me [00:17.100]My constant fear and anxiety [00:18.966]I cannot pinpoint the reasons [00:20.752]Why I dont feel like part of society [00:23.114]And I could try to take a look inside to figure out why [00:25.775]I feel so hurt, why I lack self worth, why my lifes [00:27.921]been pain since the day of my birth [00:29.371]And I still feel worse when the pain returns [00:31.446]Too many things in my mind I can't figure out [00:33.125]All the times you would yell cuss each other out [00:35.149]You don't care about the demons in my mind [00:36.582]Cuz you had your own demons in you all this time [00:38.639]And you never asked why my b *tches know smiles [00:40.641]Why I ran for miles [00:41.528]Why I changed my style [00:42.542]Why I look so sad [00:43.473]Why I get so mad [00:44.512]Why I want it all to end I don't make pretend [00:47.074]Lost my cousin to the drugs, he was 15 [00:48.819]But all the drugs the cool kids mixing [00:50.679]I don't care about my friends [00:51.945]Cuz the main thing [00:52.768]Is that I do the right thing [00:53.699]Keep my name clean [00:54.817]And keep my mind clean [00:55.634]Make peace with my damn anxiety [00:57.711]No way I make it back to sobriety [00:59.625]Cuz all the drugs will heal the pain inside of me [01:02.656]I'm breaking down (breaking down) [01:06.491]Can't figure out (can't figure out) [01:11.701]Can't take away the pain [01:15.803]I'm borderline insane [01:23.427]l'm borderline insane [01:31.376]l'm borderline insane [01:33.677]I can never focus on the sh*t that works [01:35.280]If you give me 50 dollars for my verse [01:36.690]l'll make it work [01:37.373]But I'll write a f* cking lie [01:38.224]Cuz the truth is all that hurts [01:39.172]I don't think its a surpise [01:40.131]All my problems are the worst [01:41.405]Triple seven on my wrist [01:42.153]But it dont mean jack sh*t [01:43.166]Number of the angel, I f* ckin thought they exist [01:45.144]Just wanna live 2020 [01:46.067]Ain't that sh*t [01:47.142]Locked in my room when l'm bout to go bad, shit [01:49.637]I wish I could say it to light [01:51.286]Age 17, thought I wanted to die [01:52.837]But I cannot lie [01:53.714]Even when I do try to work [01:55.016]From my heart to the end of my life [01:59.076]Work from my heart to the end of my life [02:02.944]Work from my heart to the end of my life [02:05.355]I'm breaking down (breaking down) [02:08.981]Can't figure out (can't figure out) [02:14.194]Can't take away the pain [02:18.206]l'm borderline insane
