作曲 : Nathan Lewis Yeah, oh..uh Oh fxxk I'm drunk went and did it again I cut my ties guess I'm losin' a friend I'm stuck your lies makes it harder to mend My heart self harm makes it easy to pen I'm not the monster i painted as But i bite her neck like i'm a maniac I love when she screams, when she cuts me i bleed I get high as the stars, then i fall like the leaves My minds gone bad yo whats the date My hearts so cold bet a few could relate Now i'm fxxked in the brain, now i'm fxxked in the tub I'm fxxked so often i'm prolly up on the hub I'm prolly out of my luck, i'm prolly stupid as fxxk Cause every time that she hit me i feel adrenaline rush I feel my energy thrust, its like i like being hurt I feel the knife in my gut, i think i'm cryin too much And i've been playing too much One minute you hate me and the next you want fxxk Just look at my love, yeah look at it goes Every time i'm up it seems like you want me more And that sucks my heart's inside my lungs I hit my plug he fill me up I don't want nothing but your love You hit me up and said we done Said we done, yeah yeah Said we done, before the fire Oh no oh god what have i done Become all the things that i've been running from I thought we were done talkin shxt, were above that But words turn to fists its becoming a blood bath But i'm drunk so i run back If you call me an a-sshole, I don't have a comeback I'm not just an a-sshole, I know that you know that Craving my soul but i already sold that I'm braving the cold, you already know that i hate this Fxxk love i wanna be famous At least i can't be shameless and Spend all my time gettin wasted But that's you wanted right I don't wanna hang on right I'm on my own tonight, you make me wanna die I'll let you kill me some other time Oh fxxk i'm drunk went and did it again I cut my ties guess i'm losing a friend I'm stuck your lies makes it harder to mend My heart self harm makes it easy to pen I'm not the monster i painted as But i bite her neck like i'm a maniac I love when she screams, when she cuts me i bleed I get high as the stars, then i fall like the leaves My minds gone bad yo whats the date My hearts so cold bet a few could relate Now i'm fxxked in the brain, now i'm fxxked in the tub I'm fxxked so often i'm prolly up on the hub I'm prolly out of my luck, i'm prolly stupid as fxxk Cause every time that she hit me i feel adrenaline rush I feel my energy thrust, its like i like being hurt I feel the knife in my gut, i think i'm cryin too much
[00:00.000] 作曲 : Nathan Lewis [00:01.40]Yeah, oh..uh [00:11.85]Oh fxxk I'm drunk went and did it again [00:14.65]I cut my ties guess I'm losin' a friend [00:17.75]I'm stuck your lies makes it harder to mend [00:20.75]My heart self harm makes it easy to pen [00:23.70]I'm not the monster i painted as [00:26.85]But i bite her neck like i'm a maniac [00:29.61]I love when she screams, when she cuts me i bleed [00:32.42]I get high as the stars, then i fall like the leaves [00:35.68]My minds gone bad yo whats the date [00:38.69]My hearts so cold bet a few could relate [00:41.70]Now i'm fxxked in the brain, now i'm fxxked in the tub [00:44.80]I'm fxxked so often i'm prolly up on the hub [00:47.80]I'm prolly out of my luck, i'm prolly stupid as fxxk [00:50.60]Cause every time that she hit me i feel adrenaline rush [00:53.76]I feel my energy thrust, its like i like being hurt [00:56.67]I feel the knife in my gut, i think i'm cryin too much [00:59.57]And i've been playing too much [01:01.37]One minute you hate me and the next you want fxxk [01:04.52]Just look at my love, yeah look at it goes [01:07.50]Every time i'm up it seems like you want me more [01:11.55]And that sucks my heart's inside my lungs [01:14.86]I hit my plug he fill me up [01:17.71]I don't want nothing but your love [01:20.72]You hit me up and said we done [01:25.22]Said we done, yeah yeah [01:28.38]Said we done, before the fire [01:35.65]Oh no oh god what have i done [01:38.71]Become all the things that i've been running from [01:41.89]I thought we were done talkin shxt, were above that [01:45.03]But words turn to fists its becoming a blood bath [01:48.34]But i'm drunk so i run back [01:50.39]If you call me an a-sshole, I don't have a comeback [01:53.34]I'm not just an a-sshole, I know that you know that [01:56.39]Craving my soul but i already sold that [01:59.25]I'm braving the cold, you already know that i hate this [02:03.62]Fxxk love i wanna be famous [02:06.66]At least i can't be shameless and [02:09.82]Spend all my time gettin wasted [02:12.68]But that's you wanted right [02:15.59]I don't wanna hang on right [02:18.50]I'm on my own tonight, you make me wanna die [02:21.90]I'll let you kill me some other time [02:23.75]Oh fxxk i'm drunk went and did it again [02:26.71]I cut my ties guess i'm losing a friend [02:29.68]I'm stuck your lies makes it harder to mend [02:32.73]My heart self harm makes it easy to pen [02:35.74]I'm not the monster i painted as [02:38.80]But i bite her neck like i'm a maniac [02:41.59]I love when she screams, when she cuts me i bleed [02:44.79]I get high as the stars, then i fall like the leaves [02:47.95]My minds gone bad yo whats the date [02:50.69]My hearts so cold bet a few could relate [02:53.73]Now i'm fxxked in the brain, now i'm fxxked in the tub [02:56.64]I'm fxxked so often i'm prolly up on the hub [02:59.83]I'm prolly out of my luck, i'm prolly stupid as fxxk [03:02.73]Cause every time that she hit me i feel adrenaline rush [03:05.71]I feel my energy thrust, its like i like being hurt [03:08.71]I feel the knife in my gut, i think i'm cryin too much