I'm singing at a funeral tomorrow For a kid a year older than me And I've been talking to his dad; it makes me so sad When I think too much about it I can't breathe And I have this dream where I'm screaming underwater While my friends are waving from the shore And I don't need you to tell me what that means I don't believe in that stuff anymore Jesus Christ, I'm so blue all the time And that's just how I feel Always have and I always will I always have and always will I have a friend I call When I've bored myself to tears And we talk until we think we might just kill ourselves But then we laugh until it disappears And last night, I blacked out in my car And I woke up in my childhood bed Wishing I was someone else, feeling sorry for myself When I remembered someone's kid is dead Jesus Christ, I'm so blue all the time And that's just how I feel Always have and I always will I always have and always will And it's 4 a.m. again And I'm doing nothing Again
[00:34.985] I'm singing at a funeral tomorrow [00:41.076] For a kid a year older than me [00:46.139] And I've been talking to his dad; it makes me so sad [00:52.983] When I think too much about it I can't breathe [00:58.384] And I have this dream where I'm screaming underwater [01:02.966] While my friends are waving from the shore [01:07.848] And I don't need you to tell me what that means [01:14.911] I don't believe in that stuff anymore [01:20.290] Jesus Christ, I'm so blue all the time [01:25.906] And that's just how I feel [01:28.463] Always have and I always will [01:35.000] I always have and always will [01:52.183] I have a friend I call [01:55.680] When I've bored myself to tears [02:00.668] And we talk until we think we might just kill ourselves [02:08.363] But then we laugh until it disappears [02:13.186] And last night, I blacked out in my car [02:17.363] And I woke up in my childhood bed [02:23.105] Wishing I was someone else, feeling sorry for myself [02:29.773] When I remembered someone's kid is dead [02:36.199] Jesus Christ, I'm so blue all the time [02:41.218] And that's just how I feel [02:44.921] Always have and I always will [02:50.418] I always have and always will [02:59.068] And it's 4 a.m. again [03:06.230] And I'm doing nothing [03:14.644] Again
