One second you're gone, but then the next you're coming back And up until now I didn't care and I was fine with that But you texted and you told me you liked when my hair was red So I close my eyes and suddenly I'm sleeping in your bed Back in Anna Jaques you said they wouldn't let you shower By yourself I Wish I could have stole the list and wrote my number Way back in McLeans a was a ghost inside my body Walk the halls a renegade to everyone who loved me And I Felt dead To you Till then No I felt dead To all my friends And maybe I still do Growing up is hard when you've got scars like in the movies Tell the boy I'm having sex with "no, you never need to worry" I was young I was impulsive Born with fire in my belly I'm not broken anymore I'd never call you up to fix me January's cutting in like cop lights in the rearview I watched a couple movies and remembered that I love you And I miss my friend Amanda that I met back in the psych ward I wish I could have stayed so she could teach me how to skateboard And I Felt dead To you Till then No I felt dead To all my friends And maybe I still do Angry at the virus cuz I miss taking the train Way up to Boston, pass through Ipswich and the tunnels of my brain And when I pass the hospital I think about my mother And I think of baby magic me with nothing to surrender And I Felt dead To you Till then No I felt dead To all my friends And maybe I still do And maybe I still do
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