let's take it back back to the days where not a thing would matter not a care within the world, wasn't really thinkin bout her but my eyes are feelin heavy like the weight that's on my chest cuz lately i've been feelin empty but u should know that best there's a void within my chest, but my mind full next time i wanna get attached, i'll be mindful instead of walkin on a tightrope with a blindfold and expecting not to fall into this everlasting cycle and i swear this is deja vu cuz i know i wrote at least a hundred songs just about you i know i probably shouldn't want you but you help me take my mind off all the things that i been through stuck reminiscing bout the times that we had (thinking about the times that i made you laugh) stuck reminiscing bout the times that we shared (every time i close my eyes i see you there) every time i hear your voice it gives me butterflies try not hide to find that i get anxious when i look into your eyes and i tell myself these lies that i hope you never hear the lies that i was writing when i was missing you my dear now lying wide awake i wonder why i feel this way this empty heart gets colder almost every single day i'v been staring at these 4 white walls like do i mean a thing to you at all? take away my ability to feel because i'd rather numb my senses than feeling something that ain't real every night my heart is sinking or maybe i'm just overthinking i'm not so sure maybe i'm just wasting all my time cuz every time we cease communication i feel so confined and every night i think of you, i wonder if you feel the same way that i do? every night i think of you, i wonder if you feel the same way that i do?
[00:10.68]let's take it back [00:12.18]back to the days where [00:13.14]not a thing would matter [00:13.92]not a care within the world, [00:15.11]wasn't really thinkin bout her [00:16.83]but my eyes are feelin heavy [00:18.06]like the weight that's on my chest [00:19.35]cuz lately i've been feelin empty [00:20.87]but u should know that best [00:22.40]there's a void within my chest, [00:23.91]but my mind full [00:25.48]next time i wanna get attached, [00:26.81]i'll be mindful [00:28.45]instead of walkin on a tightrope [00:29.97]with a blindfold [00:31.13]and expecting not to fall into this [00:32.54]everlasting cycle [00:33.92]and i swear this is deja vu [00:36.53]cuz i know i wrote at least a [00:38.13]hundred songs just about you [00:39.91]i know i probably shouldn't want you [00:41.58]but you help me take my mind off [00:43.72]all the things that i been through [00:45.63]stuck reminiscing bout the times that we had [00:47.82](thinking about the times that i made you laugh) [00:50.95]stuck reminiscing bout the times that we shared [00:53.66](every time i close my eyes i see you there) [00:56.66]every time i hear your voice it gives me butterflies [01:01.58]try not hide to find that i get anxious when i look into your eyes [01:07.38]and i tell myself these lies [01:10.10]that i hope you never hear [01:13.11]the lies that i was writing when i was missing you my dear [01:19.31]now lying wide awake i wonder why i feel this way [01:22.01]this empty heart gets colder almost every single day [01:30.08]i'v been staring at these 4 white walls [01:32.94]like do i mean a thing to you at all? [01:41.52]take away my ability to feel [01:46.43]because i'd rather numb my senses [01:49.33]than feeling something that ain't real [01:52.65]every night my heart is sinking [01:55.51]or maybe i'm just overthinking [01:58.48]i'm not so sure [02:04.27]maybe i'm just wasting all my time [02:08.95]cuz every time we cease communication [02:12.77]i feel so confined [02:15.40]and every night i think of you, [02:18.20]i wonder if you feel the same way that i do? [02:50.52]every night i think of you, [02:52.21]i wonder if you feel the same way that i do?