作词 : Jeff Gitty/Quincy Jones/Abel Tesfaye/Daniel Lopatin 作曲 : Jeff Gitty/Quincy Jones/Abel Tesfaye/Daniel Lopatin Looking back now I didn't know what it was supposed to be And it's like raising kids man If you weren't raised you don't know how to raise you know I just did the best that I could with them Because they know f**kin' well I love them But I didn't do the best I could I didn't know what the f**k I was doing I didn't I will never forget watching my mother get put in a straightjacket And taken out of my home when I was only seven years old She was diagnosed with Dementia praecox and put in a mental institution Leaving my daddy alone with me and my little brother Lloyd I later had an evil stepmother Who further cemented the idea that I didn't need a mother Growing up without one had long lasting influence I didn't fully understand until much later in life It bled into my relationships with family And those I had became romantically involved with Whenever I got too close to a woman I would cut her off Part of that was vindictive and partially based on fear But it was also totally subconsious Looking back is a b***h isn't it
[00:00.000] 作词 : Jeff Gitty/Quincy Jones/Abel Tesfaye/Daniel Lopatin [00:01.000] 作曲 : Jeff Gitty/Quincy Jones/Abel Tesfaye/Daniel Lopatin [00:14.24]Looking back now I didn't know what it was supposed to be [00:17.90]And it's like raising kids man [00:19.77]If you weren't raised you don't know how to raise you know [00:22.81]I just did the best that I could with them [00:24.46]Because they know f**kin' well I love them [00:28.78]But I didn't do the best I could [00:30.94]I didn't know what the f**k I was doing [00:34.22]I didn't [00:37.92]I will never forget watching my mother get put in a straightjacket [00:42.65]And taken out of my home when I was only seven years old [00:46.50]She was diagnosed with Dementia praecox and put in a mental institution [00:50.75]Leaving my daddy alone with me and my little brother Lloyd [00:55.64]I later had an evil stepmother [00:58.04]Who further cemented the idea that I didn't need a mother [01:02.26]Growing up without one had long lasting influence [01:05.66]I didn't fully understand until much later in life [01:10.11]It bled into my relationships with family [01:12.93]And those I had became romantically involved with [01:17.02]Whenever I got too close to a woman I would cut her off [01:20.56]Part of that was vindictive and partially based on fear [01:25.04]But it was also totally subconsious [01:30.11]Looking back is a b***h isn't it
