作词 : FINNEAS/Billie Eilish O'Connell 作曲 : FINNEAS/Billie Eilish O'Connell I'm getting older, I think I'm aging well I wish someone had told me I'd be doin' this by myself There's reasons that I'm thankful, there's a lot I'm grateful for But it's different when a stranger's always waitin' at your door Which is ironic 'cause the strangers seem to want me more than anyone before (Anyone before) Too bad they're usually deranged Last week, I realized I crave pity When I retell a story I make, everything sound worse Can't shake the feeling, that I'm just bad at healin' And maybe that's the reason every sentence sounds rehearsed Which is ironic because when I wasn't honest, I was still bein' ignored Lying for attention, just to get neglection Now we're estranged
Things I once enjoyed (Ah-ah) Just keep me employed now Things I'm longing for Some day I'll be bored of It's so weird That we care so much, until we don't
I'm getting older, I got more on my shoulders But I'm gettin' better at admittin' when I'm wrong I'm happier than ever, at least that's my endeavor To keep myself together and prioritize my pleasure 'Cause to be honest, I just wished the word I promised would depend on what I'm givin' Not on his permission, wasn't my decision to be abused
Things I once enjoyed Just keep me employed now Things I'm longing for, mm Some day I'll be bored of It's so weird That we care so much, until we don't
But next week, I hope I'm somewhere laughin' For anybody askin, I promise I'll be fine I've had some trauma Did things I didn't wanna Was too afraid to tell ya But now I think it's time
[00:00.000] 作词 : FINNEAS/Billie Eilish O'Connell [00:01.000] 作曲 : FINNEAS/Billie Eilish O'Connell [00:10.868]I'm getting older, I think I'm aging well [00:16.346]I wish someone had told me I'd be doin' this by myself [00:22.423]There's reasons that I'm thankful, there's a lot I'm grateful for [00:28.164]But it's different when a stranger's always waitin' at your door [00:34.822]Which is ironic 'cause the strangers seem to want me more than anyone before [00:42.785](Anyone before) [00:48.337]Too bad they're usually deranged [00:53.522]Last week, I realized I crave pity [00:58.362]When I retell a story I make, everything sound worse [01:04.827]Can't shake the feeling, that I'm just bad at healin' [01:10.198]And maybe that's the reason every sentence sounds rehearsed [01:17.298]Which is ironic because when I wasn't honest, I was still bein' ignored [01:24.921]Lying for attention, just to get neglection [01:31.612]Now we're estranged [01:34.960] [01:37.290]Things I once enjoyed (Ah-ah) [01:43.502]Just keep me employed now [01:49.543]Things I'm longing for [01:55.308]Some day I'll be bored of [01:59.327]It's so weird [02:10.167]That we care so much, until we don't [02:16.287] [02:16.867]I'm getting older, I got more on my shoulders [02:22.276]But I'm gettin' better at admittin' when I'm wrong [02:28.207]I'm happier than ever, at least that's my endeavor [02:34.496]To keep myself together and prioritize my pleasure [02:40.801]'Cause to be honest, I just wished the word I promised would depend on what I'm givin' [02:48.756]Not on his permission, wasn't my decision to be abused [03:00.466] [03:01.536]Things I once enjoyed [03:07.522]Just keep me employed now [03:13.578]Things I'm longing for, mm [03:19.327]Some day I'll be bored of [03:23.112]It's so weird [03:34.283]That we care so much, until we don't [03:39.836] [03:41.022]But next week, I hope I'm somewhere laughin' [03:46.162]For anybody askin, I promise I'll be fine [03:52.653]I've had some trauma [03:55.283]Did things I didn't wanna [03:58.194]Was too afraid to tell ya [04:01.207]But now I think it's time