作词 : 晗烁 作曲 : 晗烁 I cannot look back At the life I had When I first realized That I am different I would not think back When the truth unpacked I walked onto this track Without a choice I didn’t know how I could move When everyone would disapprove But now I know I never should It wasn’t good It was darkness without an ending It was devastating I turned around in the darkened black There was no way back I woke up with head-splitting pain Looked up I saw the violent rain on my knees felt like deceased I didn’t know how to do it again My world was already caving in When I was suffocating within couldn't move I couldn't think I didn’t know where I had been When I closed my eyes I felt like dying Monsters under my bed I couldn’t sleep I didn’t know how I could move When everyone would disapprove But now I know I never should It wasn’t good It was darkness without an ending It was devastating I turned around in the darkened black There was no way back I woke up with head-splitting pain Looked up I saw the violent rain on my knees felt like deceased I didn’t know how to do it again My world was already caving in When I was suffocating within couldn't move I couldn't think I didn’t know where I had been When I looked around I could see nothing But the monsters I've been dreaming About in my nightmares I don't want to be here I have no one who is being who I can talk to about my feeling So when my world collapsed I had to suck it all up I woke up with head-splitting pain Looked up I saw the violent rain on my knees felt like deceased I didn’t know how to do it again My world was already caving in When I was suffocating within couldn't move I couldn't think I didn’t know where I had been
[00:00.000] 作词 : 晗烁 [00:01.000] 作曲 : 晗烁 [00:02.88]I cannot look back [00:06.12]At the life I had [00:09.57]When I first realized [00:12.30]That I am different [00:16.21]I would not think back [00:19.69]When the truth unpacked [00:22.96]I walked onto this track [00:25.87]Without a choice [00:29.61]I didn’t know how I could move [00:32.40]When everyone would disapprove [00:36.41]But now I know I never should [00:39.07]It wasn’t good [00:43.06]It was darkness without an ending [00:46.46]It was devastating [00:49.97]I turned around in the darkened black [00:52.73]There was no way back [00:56.23]I woke up with head-splitting pain [00:59.95]Looked up I saw the violent rain [01:03.36]on my knees felt like deceased [01:06.85]I didn’t know how to do it again [01:09.77]My world was already caving in [01:13.58]When I was suffocating within [01:16.95]couldn't move I couldn't think [01:20.23]I didn’t know where I had been [01:23.87]When I closed my eyes [01:27.27]I felt like dying [01:30.51]Monsters under my bed [01:33.50]I couldn’t sleep [01:37.22]I didn’t know how I could move [01:40.07]When everyone would disapprove [01:44.02]But now I know I never should [01:46.77]It wasn’t good [01:50.81]It was darkness without an ending [01:53.84]It was devastating [01:57.69]I turned around in the darkened black [02:00.51]There was no way back [02:03.94]I woke up with head-splitting pain [02:07.69]Looked up I saw the violent rain [02:11.07]on my knees felt like deceased [02:14.54]I didn’t know how to do it again [02:17.27]My world was already caving in [02:21.05]When I was suffocating within [02:24.55]couldn't move I couldn't think [02:27.80]I didn’t know where I had been [02:31.49]When I looked around I could see nothing [02:34.84]But the monsters I've been dreaming [02:38.01]About in my nightmares [02:41.62]I don't want to be here [02:44.90]I have no one who is being [02:48.09]who I can talk to about my feeling [02:51.47]So when my world collapsed [02:55.20]I had to suck it all up [02:57.73]I woke up with head-splitting pain [03:01.76]Looked up I saw the violent rain [03:05.04]on my knees felt like deceased [03:08.72]I didn’t know how to do it again [03:11.35]My world was already caving in [03:15.09]When I was suffocating within [03:18.55]couldn't move I couldn't think [03:22.01]I didn’t know where I had been
