Even through the joy I feel the pain Even in the sun I feel the rain Even when I’m high I feel the lows Like that's all I know And Lord knows I can't complain But even when I do it feels the same I’m getting high just to fight the lows Cause that's all I know Yeah, school girl, cool girl You dressing ***y and your mama is a cougar So she let you do the grown folks thang Let you hang with them boys and they play you like a fool, girl You got your new hair, it look so good You write the same *****'s name in your notebook You know the same one from class, the one you let smash Now you see him 'round school and he won't look Now girl you is fine, ain't no doubt about it But why else you think he hit it and forgot about it? It's cause your mind don't match what your ass got But cheer up, you gotta be your own mascot You see you're lookin' for a man like you need somebody Get your ass off of Twitter, you could be somebody A doctor, a rock star, baby live life But you rather wet up all your pillows all night thinking... Even through the joy I feel the pain Even in the sun I feel the rain Even when I’m high I feel the lows Like that's all I know And Lord knows I can't complain But even when I do it feels the same I’m getting high just to fight the lows Cause that's all I know That's all I know, that's all I know That's all I know, that's all I... Hey cheer up! Ey lil' mama, cheer up! You got your whole life to live, ey why you wanna tear up? Don’t let them lil' boy come but do some when they try push up Hey, hey Yeah, I wake up in the morning and I ask myself Is life worth living, should I blast myself? Don't even wanna get out the bed I got the Glock to my head, feel I rather be dead Hey, am I hopeless? Raised with rats and roaches Never liked them teachers, couldn't stand my coaches Ask "what's the matter?" but you can't relate Living the life that you hate but you can't escape Feel like I’m stuck here, that's why I don't give a **** here There's no luck here, nobody to trust here My own mother, yeah I love her But things I heard as a child under my covers Left me with scars, it was hard to see her suffer Darkened my heart and I don't know if I’ll recover I'm going under and as I'm headed out the front door She said she proud of me and I wonder what for? And once more Even through the joy I feel the pain Even in the sun I feel the rain Even when I’m high I feel the lows Like that's all I know And Lord knows I can't complain But even when I do it feels the same I’m getting high just to fight the lows Cause that's all I know That's all I know, that's all I know That's all I know, that's all I... Hey cheer up! Ey lil' mama, cheer up! You got your whole life to live, ey why you wanna tear up? Don’t let them lil' boy come but do some when they try push up Hey, hey
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