They want something real, something to feel Here go the deal, y'all gotta chill You all on my neck, you all in my grill Like this ain't enough My ***** you suck, go back to the crib Back to the way that you rap when you struggle so bad Had a gun to your head on the bridge But what about you? How you still ain't changed? Throwing dirt on my name as soon as I grow You hate me the most Wish that I was the same, the same as you are Down in the dumps Down on my luck, doubt on myself Broke as a joke, testing my health Running thru bottles and dwelling my sorrows With women around me who **** me to leave Crushing these pills doing line after line lace the joint With the coke while you sipping' codeine Abusing the people you love 'cause you scared to yourself And what you might eventually be You just give up 'cause the failure occurring too much, Let me tell you that's never been me I hit the bottle with pencils And motival visuals the coke of the kid with the stand I dropped a song And it's chop these people on truth But it seems like sometimes you don't care I keep on going don't worry 'bout tainted opinions, The others they ain't there I keep it real even if It gets different, I spit how I'm living and keep them aware Know you been trippin, figures That’s why you got me sippin liquor Change is callin' but you hung up On the come up You throw me shade, I pull the sun up And know it’s all love Never been blurry vision Never been your decision Change is callin' but you hung up On the come up You throw me shade, I pull the sun up And know it’s all love Yeah, you want something real, til I say how I feel It's not my fault when I pour out my thoughts It puts you all in the feels Maybe I'm needing to chill, maybe I'm needing a pill Maybe I'm needing her still, maybe I'm needing a hill Maybe I'm depending on love, **** Dependency kills Wondering why I am living, when I was inside of the kitchen Well I sit down gripping that knife, uh Wondering, thinking 'bout life, uh I almost made the most selfish decision Clenching my neck ****, I wanted to slit it All of the pain, all the pain I was feeling I wanted to cut, but thank god that I didn't And I realised that my life is bigger than me Got so many people depending on me My hidden depression was sickening me But I didn't end it 'cause this isn't me Nah, this isn't me I am stronger than I think, I wear my heart on my sleeve I'm not afraid of exposure, I show my emotion So when I am flowing they know that it's me If they had it there right now I would plummet I wouldn't peak or ever reach the summit I would feel defeated, leave here with nothing I would be drunk sipping' Bourbon and clubbin' I would be sick, feeling pain in my stomach I would be following them like a puppet I would've quit my dreams and never done it Know you been trippin, figures That’s why you got me sippin liquor Change is callin' but you hung up On the come up You throw me shade, I pull the sun up And know it’s all love Never been blurry vision Never been your decision Change is callin' but you hung up On the come up You throw me shade, I pull the sun up And know it’s all love
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