作曲 : Demxntia (Wow, demxntia) I just wanna know where my mind is at It's somewhere in between being happy and sad I wish that I could take away the pain from my friends But everybody knows that it never ends, man I can barely help myself, forget everyone else Giving out advice I barely follow myself I just wanna disappear **** heaven or hell 6 o'clock in the morning eyes glued to my cell Bloodshot red got a pain in my head I can never sleep, I'm making music instead Lookin' in the mirror think I'm halfway dead Or almost there I don't even think I care but Mom's gettin worried at the habits I have I apologize for everything in the past Doin' "**** **** everyday" skippin all of my classes But i'm glad it's workin' out, let me pay you back Everytime I drop a song people ask if it's sad And everybody spam my **** only for a collab But I don't **** with anybody Unless you're one of my brothers And if I barely work with them Then why the **** should I bother with you And I'm gettin' tired of all of this ******** That comes with the things that I do **** up my voice just to make a new song Everyday so this dream comes true But honestly forget all that, I can buy the **** I want Because I'll make it back Replace the pain with y-3's in the triple black Call it first degree murder when I kill this track Crescent moon on my wrist I'm alive in the night If the reaper tryna take me, I'ma put up a fight Everybody's sus so I keep my circle tight Don't pretend to be my friend get the **** out my sight
[00:00.000] 作曲 : Demxntia [00:17.98](Wow, demxntia) [00:20.78]I just wanna know where my mind is at [00:23.52]It's somewhere in between being happy and sad [00:26.27]I wish that I could take away the pain from my friends [00:28.94]But everybody knows that it never ends, man [00:32.07]I can barely help myself, forget everyone else [00:34.98]Giving out advice I barely follow myself [00:37.60]I just wanna disappear **** heaven or hell [00:40.42]6 o'clock in the morning eyes glued to my cell [00:43.24]Bloodshot red got a pain in my head [00:45.86]I can never sleep, I'm making music instead [00:48.70]Lookin' in the mirror think I'm halfway dead [00:51.45]Or almost there I don't even think I care but [00:54.63]Mom's gettin worried at the habits I have [00:56.80]I apologize for everything in the past [00:59.65]Doin' "**** **** everyday" skippin all of my classes [01:02.38]But i'm glad it's workin' out, let me pay you back [01:05.20]Everytime I drop a song people ask if it's sad [01:07.68]And everybody spam my **** only for a collab [01:10.22]But I don't **** with anybody [01:11.67]Unless you're one of my brothers [01:13.13]And if I barely work with them [01:14.50]Then why the **** should I bother with you [01:16.87]And I'm gettin' tired of all of this ******** [01:19.49]That comes with the things that I do [01:21.68]**** up my voice just to make a new song [01:24.71]Everyday so this dream comes true [01:27.54]But honestly forget all that, I can buy the **** I want [01:30.93]Because I'll make it back [01:32.25]Replace the pain with y-3's in the triple black [01:34.88]Call it first degree murder when I kill this track [01:37.68]Crescent moon on my wrist I'm alive in the night [01:40.30]If the reaper tryna take me, I'ma put up a fight [01:42.94]Everybody's sus so I keep my circle tight [01:45.71]Don't pretend to be my friend get the **** out my sight [01:49.48]
