作曲 : Atsushi Kiyota, Jordan Dreyer Days of disappearance i ghost alone half-sleeping toward market street Blend into a northwest fog the color of ash to watch the ships from ballard bridge In dreams i fade upward Head sky-bound and evaporate Collecting in the heavy low clouds above me Particle by particle Becoming rain, becoming nothing To fall Down into the water below Swept up in the currents flowing Carried toward the open ocean mouth Alone Where i will like any other wave crest and dissipate into a greater one than i Be swallowed in a body not my own Without frame and drift weightlessly among everything else Lost forever without shape In spaces i once swam through But you You are still an image vivid And from the bridge i see you in every ship split water wide open Float on that formless indefinite mass Where in all of my visions i have disintegrated Pixel by pixel into nothingness Or else i am still my body And you are the bridge itself Holding me up above that cold abyss Somehow despite everything i did Selfless with your stress and mine But it should not be your responsibility to hold me up there or to bear any wight beyond your own To be anxious in all ways and compensate for a faith i lacked in me not to break when i bent but i did Because i was a waste and you were too patient with me too kind Waiting for a shape to form Returning again and again inexplicably to restore by hand what i once was and you knew somehow But it never should have been your responsibility to fix me Not now not ever So why did you? I should be the mist that shrouds the mountain range around you Chased out with the winter when the spring comes in You should have let me fade And be separated particle by particle swirling in the ocean waves Bodies aimless drifting without end again Shapeless as the day that we first met (days of disappearance i go and do not go anywhere without you Settle in both low clouds and the flowers in our garden home My silhouette a fixture on the kitchen bricks)
[00:00.000] 作曲 : Atsushi Kiyota, Jordan Dreyer [00:40.00]Days of disappearance i ghost alone half-sleeping toward market street [00:44.80]Blend into a northwest fog the color of ash to watch the ships from ballard bridge [00:57.40]In dreams i fade upward [00:59.70]Head sky-bound and evaporate [01:01.80]Collecting in the heavy low clouds above me [01:04.00]Particle by particle [01:05.75]Becoming rain, becoming nothing [01:07.92]To fall [01:09.80]Down into the water below [01:12.20]Swept up in the currents flowing [01:14.60]Carried toward the open ocean mouth [01:16.60]Alone [01:24.60]Where i will like any other wave crest and dissipate into a greater one than i [01:28.85]Be swallowed in a body not my own [01:31.00]Without frame and drift weightlessly among everything else [01:33.90]Lost forever without shape [01:35.66]In spaces i once swam through [01:37.70]But you [01:39.28]You are still an image vivid [01:41.20]And from the bridge i see you in every ship split water wide open [01:45.25]Float on that formless indefinite mass [01:47.24]Where in all of my visions i have disintegrated [01:50.35]Pixel by pixel into nothingness [01:52.32]Or else i am still my body [01:54.26]And you are the bridge itself [01:55.82]Holding me up above that cold abyss [01:57.42]Somehow despite everything i did [01:59.75]Selfless with your stress and mine [02:37.55]But it should not be your responsibility to hold me up there or to bear any wight beyond your own [02:42.31]To be anxious in all ways and compensate for a faith i lacked in me not to break when i bent but i did [02:48.60]Because i was a waste and you were too patient with me too kind [02:52.70]Waiting for a shape to form [02:54.46]Returning again and again inexplicably to restore by hand what i once was and you knew somehow [03:00.46]But it never should have been your responsibility to fix me [03:03.58]Not now not ever [03:05.16]So why did you? [03:07.50]I should be the mist that shrouds the mountain range around you [03:10.52]Chased out with the winter when the spring comes in [03:12.90]You should have let me fade [03:14.54]And be separated particle by particle swirling in the ocean waves [03:19.35]Bodies aimless drifting without end again [03:21.92]Shapeless as the day that we first met [03:26.70](days of disappearance i go and do not go anywhere without you [03:29.69]Settle in both low clouds and the flowers in our garden home [03:33.02]My silhouette a fixture on the kitchen bricks)
