Side not ps im not sober Its not a part of my big plan to be older She wanna she wanna know my secrets Bullet with your name on it let me be the reason Let my brain explode Watch them fly let the memories unfold You better bury me with gold Cause if not imma rot all alone Rot all alone cus i stay locked in my home I only see the ******* light when my friends are getting stoned I don't smoke that **** my brain to ****** up If i could i would i always seem to the worst luck Anxiety embedded in my bones When i turned 10 man i always felt all alone 9 years later you know im still floating Above the rough ocean treading in emotions Sippin on the potion plan to turn my ghost in I will fade away no one ever ****** knows me Side note ps i would go back To the scenes i keep seeing in my flashbacks On the nights when i dream it never makes sense Cross the line and hurry back like im defense Breathe swallow air then i dive in the deep end Calmer under water love when everything is silent Seeing faces even when im not dreaming Tell me are they real i really hope that you can see them Side not ps im not sober Its not a part of my big plan to be older She wanna know my secrets Bullet with your name on it let me be the reason Let my brain explode Watch them fly let the memories unfold You better bury me with gold Cause if not imma rot all alone
[00:14.84]Side not ps im not sober [00:18.34]Its not a part of my big plan to be older [00:23.09]She wanna she wanna know my secrets [00:25.00]Bullet with your name on it let me be the reason [00:30.20]Let my brain explode [00:32.82]Watch them fly let the memories unfold [00:36.99]You better bury me with gold [00:39.69]Cause if not imma rot all alone [00:43.09]Rot all alone cus i stay locked in my home [00:49.48]I only see the ******* light when my friends are getting stoned [00:57.63]I don't smoke that **** my brain to ****** up [01:00.59]If i could i would i always seem to the worst luck [01:04.15]Anxiety embedded in my bones [01:06.97]When i turned 10 man i always felt all alone [01:11.49]9 years later you know im still floating [01:14.74]Above the rough ocean treading in emotions [01:18.20]Sippin on the potion plan to turn my ghost in [01:21.72]I will fade away no one ever ****** knows me [01:39.68]Side note ps i would go back [01:43.51]To the scenes i keep seeing in my flashbacks [01:46.97]On the nights when i dream it never makes sense [01:50.48]Cross the line and hurry back like im defense [01:54.25]Breathe swallow air then i dive in the deep end [01:57.52]Calmer under water love when everything is silent [02:01.02]Seeing faces even when im not dreaming [02:04.63]Tell me are they real i really hope that you can see them [02:08.63]Side not ps im not sober [02:12.05]Its not a part of my big plan to be older [02:16.88]She wanna know my secrets [02:19.05]Bullet with your name on it let me be the reason [02:23.91]Let my brain explode [02:26.57]Watch them fly let the memories unfold [02:30.74]You better bury me with gold [02:33.10]Cause if not imma rot all alone