And all this time, I thought you were a lover, not a fighter I'm both I've got layers You were doing something nice it's just that sometimes, when people do nice things for me I short circuit. Maybe I'm not used to it Maybe I'm scared of getting hurt, or being rejected for being myself I should have told you about Chuck But I lied And instead I threw you this party that you didn't even want Why did you? Something is very, very wrong with me Like there's this darkness in me that's overwhelming sometimes And I don't know where it comes from But I think that's what makes me do these crazy things Like...
[00:00.00]And all this time, I thought you were a lover, not a fighter [00:04.91]I'm both [00:07.04]I've got layers [00:11.50]You were doing something nice [00:13.29]it's just that sometimes, when people do nice things for me [00:17.85]I short circuit. Maybe I'm not used to it [00:20.48]Maybe I'm scared of getting hurt, or being rejected for being myself [00:31.58]I should have told you about Chuck [00:34.34]But I lied [00:38.20]And instead I threw you this party that you didn't even want [00:43.37]Why did you? [00:45.99]Something is very, very wrong with me [00:52.97]Like there's this darkness in me that's overwhelming sometimes [00:57.73]And I don't know where it comes from [00:59.91]But I think that's what makes me do these crazy things [01:03.21]Like...