作词 : Thomas Jeffrey Weaver/Liam Kane Torrance/Toby James Evans/Maximilian Carnegie Nicolai/Adam Smith 作曲 : Thomas Jeffrey Weaver/Liam Kane Torrance/Toby James Evans/Maximilian Carnegie Nicolai/Adam Smith Once again, my caution bends to soft amnesia, and I forget that I've been here before. I lay awake as the melatonin fails again, and melancholy settles in, my mouth neglects the shape of words that I know you adored. And every night it hurts a little more. And I can't seem to satiate the sadness that still resonates. Every bone in me will break beneath the weight of guilt that I can't place. If my happiness isn't permanent, then I am no more than a surrogate father, lead to the alter to marry the mother despite all of my reservations. If the joy that I feel is so juvenile, how do I reconcile all the aggression that I seem to harbour, the selfish depression that makes it so hard to feel loved. Promise me you'll stay a while, I know I ask you all the time, must be getting hard to pretend. Safe in the warmth of the sun I let myself undress, revealing wounds that time neglects, hesitant I acquiesce to the softest embrace your bed. Where shamefully I supplicate for anything that seems to sooth my aches. Watch me as I dissipate, dissolve into a solvent fear of change. Despondency bleeds into everything, removing my hands from the wheel of the vehicle, and I couldn't care at all; sing me to sleep with my mellifluous misery. Drunk and delusional, numb at the funeral, love was once sacrosanct but now it resembles the sound of a language that I'm scared to speak.
[00:00.000] 作词 : Thomas Jeffrey Weaver/Liam Kane Torrance/Toby James Evans/Maximilian Carnegie Nicolai/Adam Smith [00:01.000] 作曲 : Thomas Jeffrey Weaver/Liam Kane Torrance/Toby James Evans/Maximilian Carnegie Nicolai/Adam Smith [00:14.964]Once again, my caution bends to soft amnesia, and I forget that I've been here before. [00:28.963]I lay awake as the melatonin fails again, and melancholy settles in, [00:36.464]my mouth neglects the shape of words that I know you adored. [00:47.214]And every night it hurts a little more. [00:57.964]And I can't seem to satiate the sadness that still resonates. [01:12.464]Every bone in me will break beneath the weight of guilt that I can't place. [01:21.215]If my happiness isn't permanent, then I am no more than a surrogate father, [01:28.713]lead to the alter to marry the mother despite all of my reservations. [01:36.463]If the joy that I feel is so juvenile, [01:39.713]how do I reconcile all the aggression that I seem to harbour, [01:44.714]the selfish depression that makes it so hard to feel loved. [02:02.963]Promise me you'll stay a while, I know I ask you all the time, [02:09.964]must be getting hard to pretend. [02:15.214]Safe in the warmth of the sun I let myself undress, [02:20.714]revealing wounds that time neglects, [02:24.213]hesitant I acquiesce to the softest embrace your bed. [02:38.715]Where shamefully I supplicate for anything that seems to sooth my aches. [02:53.215]Watch me as I dissipate, dissolve into a solvent fear of change. [03:01.964]Despondency bleeds into everything, [03:05.964]removing my hands from the wheel of the vehicle, and I couldn't care at all; sing me to sleep with my mellifluous misery. [03:17.963]Drunk and delusional, [03:20.464]numb at the funeral, [03:22.215]love was once sacrosanct but now it resembles the sound of a language that I'm scared to speak.
