Cause I had the best of the worst sides And I had these lungs, oh And I had too many flash fires That I just let them burn Till my chest is on fire And my head just won't die I guess I'm lyin' cause I wanna I guess I'm lyin' cause I don't Cause I just feel so tired Like it's move or slowly die So you ain't you when you're like this This ain't you and you know it But ain't that just the point? And you don't know how to let go Who said this must be all or nothing But I'm still caught below and I'll never let you know No, I can't tell you nothing Cause I'm a ******* mess sometimes But still, I could always be whatever you wanted But not what you needed Especially when you've been needing me And I'll say what I don't mean Just cause I wanted or maybe I need it Swear lying's the only rush I need, yeah Cause all I needed was some words to say That all these feelings don't mean **** to me Cause it's all just chemicals anyway, anyway, yeah And I got way too many routes to take To make all this just go away and find another heart to break So heartless with these words I say Just saying what I'm supposed to say Cause I had nothing for you I can't love when I can't even love myself Things I would rather be Thoughts at the back of my head But I'm addicted to hurting And I got these lungs, yeah And I spent too many late nights Just thinking a hole in the earth Till the sky is on fire And my head still won't die Like I need something to come alive She said, "You ain't you when you're like this" "This ain't you, what you've done?" And I said, "That's the point"
[00:29.59]Cause I had the best of the worst sides [00:35.91]And I had these lungs, oh [00:42.77]And I had too many flash fires [00:49.11]That I just let them burn [00:57.83]Till my chest is on fire [01:01.62]And my head just won't die [03:21.38][01:05.01]I guess I'm lyin' cause I wanna [03:24.62][01:07.70]I guess I'm lyin' cause I don't [03:27.79][01:11.15]Cause I just feel so tired [01:14.87]Like it's move or slowly die [01:18.12]So you ain't you when you're like this [01:21.32]This ain't you and you know it [01:24.37]But ain't that just the point? [03:44.09][01:27.87]And you don't know how to let go [03:50.78][01:34.26]Who said this must be all or nothing [03:55.43][01:38.77]But I'm still caught below and I'll never let you know [04:04.22][01:47.45]No, I can't tell you nothing [04:22.05][04:08.71][02:05.11][01:51.97]Cause I'm a ******* mess sometimes [04:12.25][01:55.36]But still, I could always be whatever you wanted [04:17.41][02:00.63]But not what you needed [04:18.86][02:02.14]Especially when you've been needing me [04:25.65][02:08.76]And I'll say what I don't mean [04:28.55][02:11.91]Just cause I wanted or maybe I need it [04:32.07][02:15.39]Swear lying's the only rush I need, yeah [02:23.14]Cause all I needed was some words to say [02:27.62]That all these feelings don't mean **** to me [02:30.37]Cause it's all just chemicals anyway, anyway, yeah [02:37.17]And I got way too many routes to take [02:39.76]To make all this just go away and find another heart to break [02:43.33]So heartless with these words I say [02:44.70]Just saying what I'm supposed to say [02:46.40]Cause I had nothing for you I can't love when I can't even love myself [02:51.40]Things I would rather be [02:53.05]Thoughts at the back of my head [02:55.39]But I'm addicted to hurting [02:57.92]And I got these lungs, yeah [03:03.73]And I spent too many late nights [03:10.28]Just thinking a hole in the earth [03:14.80]Till the sky is on fire [03:18.15]And my head still won't die [03:31.10]Like I need something to come alive [03:34.34]She said, "You ain't you when you're like this" [03:38.08]"This ain't you, what you've done?" [03:41.18]And I said, "That's the point"
