作词 : 程胤赫 作曲 : 程胤赫 Head Against The Wall 提头撞墙 I got solid to my east 东边是固体 and liquid to my west 西边是液体 Sometimes I got them mixed up 有时候我会把它们混在一起 like the mashes in my head 就像我脑袋里这团稀泥 Up north is where I hang my hopes 北上挂着念想 as unknown flying object 当作不明飞行物体 Down south a plastic garden 南下是座塑料花园 where I bury up my train wreck 埋着祸不单行 A perfect little system 一个完美的小系统 A glamorous little prison 一个华丽的小监狱 I feed myself with man-made fruits 每天我都喂自己 regardless of their season 吃反季节的人造水果 An input with white lies 输入自带谎言 An output that’s in disguise 输出自带伪装 I treat myself alright inside this unintelligent blight 在这个无知的荒芜里我对自己还挺不赖 So I panicked 所以我恐慌了 when ecstasy was coming 当狂喜来临时 The sheer amount of feelings 巨量的感受 are like rocket to the ceiling 就像火箭冲着天花板 I knew I had to kill it before fuels started leaking 我必须在燃料耗尽前把它熄掉 There were poison 有毒 in hopeful expectations 期待里有毒 The same amount as it’s in every face of disappointment 同样的剂量在每一张失望的脸上 But never seen on those who don’t believe in self contentment 但在不相信自我满足的人身上却找不到 All of your pains 你所有的痛苦 and all of your pleasures 和所有的愉悦 Will be equal after all 最终都会相等 When every road 当每一条路 feels like a detour 都感觉像在绕路 Just to make it simple 干脆就简单一点 I’d bang my head against the wall 我愿意提头撞墙 In hope of feeling a snippet of joy 希望能图一丝开心 I’d bang my head against the wall 我愿意提头撞墙 In hope of feeling a snippet of 希望能图一丝 joy 开心 Bang my head against the wall 提头撞墙 Bang my head against the wall 提头撞墙 Bang my head against the wall 提头撞墙 Bang my head against the wall 提头撞墙 Let’s cut to the core 来直切内核 Go straight to rewards 直奔奖励而去 The circuit is a serpent coiling inside your drawer 这条回路是盘蜷在你抽屉的毒蛇 Too much a trouble to unravel 要解开太麻烦 and life’s too short 而人生太短 So people magnified their pupils 所以人们放大了瞳孔 and burst through the door 破门而入 But I believe in balance 但我相信平衡 What goes around comes around 种因得果 They can’t escape that yin and yang 终究逃不脱阴和阳 And it’s lavish 而且多么大方 How our brains bake cakes for those self-inflicted pains 自我伤害还能吃到大脑奖励的蛋糕 I found a way 我找到了办法 to enforce it 来强制执行 To grab on the handle of holy endorphins 来抓住神圣内啡肽的门把手 It’s pouring 它会倾盆而下 when crisis and stresses were torn and wide open 当灾祸和担忧被割破敞开 The water tastes like heaven when I’m standing in a drought 深处干旱之中水会尝起来像天堂 For that I’d put a razor blade directly in my mouth 为此我愿意空口吞刀片 The sharper side that always slices me from inside out 不停将我切得伤痕累累的锋利面 Is the other side of joy that I could never live without 其实是我不可或缺之享受的另一面 All of your pains 你所有的痛苦 and all of your pleasures 和所有的愉悦 Will be equal after all 最终都会相等 When every road 当每一条路 feels like a detour 都感觉像在绕路 Just to make it simple 干脆就简单一点 I’d bang my head against the wall 我愿意提头撞墙 In hope of feeling a snippet of joy 希望能图一丝开心 I’d bang my head against the wall 我愿意提头撞墙 In hope of feeling a snippet of 希望能图一丝 joy 开心 Bang my head against the wall 提头撞墙 Bang my head against the wall 提头撞墙 Bang my head against the wall 提头撞墙 Bang my head against the wall 提头撞墙 Bang my head against the wall 提头撞墙 Bang my head against the wall 提头撞墙 In hope of feeling a snippet of 希望能图一丝 joy 开心 Bang my head against the wall 提头撞墙 Bang my head against the wall 提头撞墙 In hope of feeling a snippet of 希望能图一丝 joy 开心 Bang my head against the wall 提头撞墙 Bang my head against the wall 提头撞墙 In hope of feeling a snippet of 希望能图一丝 joy 开心
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