This is the best, the best spot in the house? Absolutely Check it Check it, yo, check it I've had n****s that come up to me, say that they looked up to me, yeah And that they been f***in' with me since s*** was ugly, yeah And that these songs, man, they saved they life Now, how you put that kind of power in these hands of mine? And how a n**** 'posed respond to some shit like that? Am I supposed to "Oh, thanks," pat they back? I ain't tryna take away from the experience they had But, honestly, I'm not prepared for some s*** like that And when they credit myself, they discredit themselves And the strength that they had, yeah, to better themselves And they talk about the strength that I have in my songs But they don't know, behind them stories, there's some s*** that's just wrong And I hear 'em say that it was beautiful But to me, man, that s*** was inexcusable, uh To talk about a death and not go to the funeral Tellin' myself, "You gotta swallow all that guilt that chewed at you" S*** was juvenile, like how was I too cowardly to go to your f***in' funeral But still feel like rappin' about your death was f***in' suitable? Was I true to you, or usin' you? Or the unfortunate events to make my songs more moveable My grief provable? It's true though, I do wish I could call like s*** was usual Tell you s***'s poppin', uh, tell you life's beautiful, uh But I didn't check on you when you were still here, yeah And that s*** been eatin' at me for this past year, yeah This remind me of Will dancin' on that couch 2014 Flagstaff, we're back now Halloween a year later and we're drivin' home I'll throw up eight times before we make it out Still reminds me of Will dancin' on that couch Saw him last week, he swears that we made it now People watchin' now, better not let them down I'll throw up eight times before we make it now(Yeah, yeah, yeah) Shout out to my brother Chuck, healthiest dude I know One day, he was hoopin' and just dropped to the floor In disbelief, man, I could never fathom that His sister Rosie hit me like, "It might've been a heart attack" Couldn't do s*** about it, stuck in Arizona Plus they brought him back, but I heard he's in a coma Drop to my knees and I start to pray Said, "If he wakes up, I swear that I'll call and text him every day" Felt like a lifetime after a couple days went past And I still ain't heard from your ass, man, wake the f*** up Yo, luckily he did, my promise didn't last that long You would text me, it would take like a week to respond And I ain't got s*** goin' on Man, that's so f***ed up Two years later, seen your silhouette in that crowd Last show, our first headlinin' tour, it's sold out 700 people, yeah, that shit was so wild Seen that ugly-a** grin, knew I made you proud, yeah
[00:07.25]This is the best, the best spot in the house? [00:13.71]Absolutely [00:31.66]Check it [00:34.44]Check it, yo, check it [00:37.15]I've had n****s that come up to me, say that they looked up to me, yeah [00:40.80]And that they been f***in' with me since s*** was ugly, yeah [00:43.88]And that these songs, man, they saved they life [00:46.25]Now, how you put that kind of power in these hands of mine? [00:49.42]And how a n**** 'posed respond to some shit like that? [00:52.53]Am I supposed to "Oh, thanks," pat they back? [00:55.72]I ain't tryna take away from the experience they had [00:58.72]But, honestly, I'm not prepared for some s*** like that [01:01.67]And when they credit myself, they discredit themselves [01:05.01]And the strength that they had, yeah, to better themselves [01:08.12]And they talk about the strength that I have in my songs [01:11.16]But they don't know, behind them stories, there's some s*** that's just wrong [01:14.40]And I hear 'em say that it was beautiful [01:16.70]But to me, man, that s*** was inexcusable, uh [01:20.02]To talk about a death and not go to the funeral [01:22.68]Tellin' myself, "You gotta swallow all that guilt that chewed at you" [01:26.01]S*** was juvenile, like how was I too cowardly to go to your f***in' funeral [01:29.96]But still feel like rappin' about your death was f***in' suitable? [01:33.22]Was I true to you, or usin' you? [01:35.25]Or the unfortunate events to make my songs more moveable [01:38.44]My grief provable? [01:39.42]It's true though, I do wish I could call like s*** was usual [01:42.72]Tell you s***'s poppin', uh, tell you life's beautiful, uh [01:46.06]But I didn't check on you when you were still here, yeah [01:49.17]And that s*** been eatin' at me for this past year, yeah [01:52.68]This remind me of Will dancin' on that couch [01:55.45]2014 Flagstaff, we're back now [01:58.48]Halloween a year later and we're drivin' home [02:01.61]I'll throw up eight times before we make it out [02:04.59]Still reminds me of Will dancin' on that couch [02:07.80]Saw him last week, he swears that we made it now [02:10.81]People watchin' now, better not let them down [02:13.73]I'll throw up eight times before we make it now(Yeah, yeah, yeah) [02:16.20]Shout out to my brother Chuck, healthiest dude I know [02:19.62]One day, he was hoopin' and just dropped to the floor [02:22.52]In disbelief, man, I could never fathom that [02:25.04]His sister Rosie hit me like, "It might've been a heart attack" [02:28.28]Couldn't do s*** about it, stuck in Arizona [02:31.26]Plus they brought him back, but I heard he's in a coma [02:34.45]Drop to my knees and I start to pray [02:37.06]Said, "If he wakes up, I swear that I'll call and text him every day" [02:40.88]Felt like a lifetime after a couple days went past [02:43.98]And I still ain't heard from your ass, man, wake the f*** up [02:47.90]Yo, luckily he did, my promise didn't last that long [02:51.70]You would text me, it would take like a week to respond [02:55.04]And I ain't got s*** goin' on [02:57.23]Man, that's so f***ed up [02:59.71]Two years later, seen your silhouette in that crowd [03:02.79]Last show, our first headlinin' tour, it's sold out [03:05.90]700 people, yeah, that shit was so wild [03:09.02]Seen that ugly-a** grin, knew I made you proud, yeah
