Wake up next to pills and empty bottles Checking all these messages from my mom Hear what people say but I don't wanna Keep riding this wave and over medicate, my love Never runs away or breaks a promise Except when it comes to my own body Swore that I would change myself for Margaret Flowers in the vase but the colors fade to grey My love, my love, my love Paid another visit to my doctor Lately it's just problem after problem Try to plant the seeds but they don't blossom Hide the pain away and do the best to save my love Hope that I can make it through the winter, babe Iridescent lighting in the hallways Guess I'll never learn from my mistakes Flowers in the vase but the colors fade to grey My love, my love, my love, my love, my love, my love, my love Not the way I hoped to see my father In his mind I was his perfect daughter I appreciate that I still got him Scars you can't erase and blood you can't replace, my love If we could go back to the beginning, babe Maybe you could know me in the darkest place Left me all alone when I was so afraid Flowers in the vase but the colors fade to grey My love, my love, my love, my love, my love
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