I've been away, a little while Sometimes I just can't help myself When my mind's running wild I seem to lose grip on reality And I try to disregard the crazy things The voices tell me to do but it's no use I tried to own it, write songs about it Believe me, I tried, in the end I needed to breathe Find inspiration, some kind of purpose To take a second to face the **** that makes me me
All I needed was the last thing I wanted To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud Every moment, every second, every trespass Every awful thing, every broken dream A couple years back and forth with myself in a cage Banging my head against the wall, tryna put words on a page All I needed was the last thing I wanted To be alone in a room, alone in a room I saw the world a couple times Tried to cure the ache with absence But that hole was still a hole And my mind kept playing tricks on me Feeling older every day Took everything I had to not crash and burn But I'm starting to learn Sometimes I'll fall down, sometimes I'll lose hope But those days will be few if I keep my feet on the ground I might be lonely but I ain't alone here So I keep pushing the limits of what makes me me All I needed was the last thing I wanted To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud Every moment, every second, every trespass Every awful thing, every broken dream A couple years back and forth with myself in a cage Banging my head against the wall, tryna put words on a page All I needed was the last thing I wanted To be alone in a room, alone in a room I can be better than I was I can be better than I am All I needed was the last thing I wanted To sit alone in a room All I needed was the last thing I wanted To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud Every moment, every second, every trespass Every awful thing, every broken dream A couple years back and forth with myself in a cage Banging my head against the wall, tryna put words on a page All I needed was the last thing I wanted To be alone in a room, alone in a room
[00:37.10]I've been away, a little while [00:38.40]Sometimes I just can't help myself [00:40.35]When my mind's running wild [00:42.40]I seem to lose grip on reality [00:43.87]And I try to disregard the crazy things [00:46.13]The voices tell me to do but it's no use [00:50.99]I tried to own it, write songs about it [00:55.00]Believe me, I tried, in the end I needed to breathe [00:58.64]Find inspiration, some kind of purpose [01:02.16]To take a second to face the **** that makes me me [01:05.70] [01:05.90]All I needed was the last thing I wanted [01:09.50]To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud [01:13.30]Every moment, every second, every trespass [01:16.44]Every awful thing, every broken dream [01:19.73]A couple years back and forth with myself in a cage [01:23.68]Banging my head against the wall, tryna put words on a page [01:26.85]All I needed was the last thing I wanted [01:30.36]To be alone in a room, alone in a room [01:33.47]I saw the world a couple times [01:35.56]Tried to cure the ache with absence [01:37.22]But that hole was still a hole [01:38.98]And my mind kept playing tricks on me [01:40.82]Feeling older every day [01:42.53]Took everything I had to not crash and burn [01:45.28]But I'm starting to learn [01:48.10]Sometimes I'll fall down, sometimes I'll lose hope [01:51.73]But those days will be few if I keep my feet on the ground [01:55.29]I might be lonely but I ain't alone here [01:58.79]So I keep pushing the limits of what makes me me [02:02.37]All I needed was the last thing I wanted [02:05.89]To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud [02:09.55]Every moment, every second, every trespass [02:13.40]Every awful thing, every broken dream [02:16.61]A couple years back and forth with myself in a cage [02:20.36]Banging my head against the wall, tryna put words on a page [02:23.71]All I needed was the last thing I wanted [02:27.24]To be alone in a room, alone in a room [02:59.30]I can be better than I was [03:06.33]I can be better than I am [03:13.55]All I needed was the last thing I wanted [03:17.00]To sit alone in a room [03:20.60]All I needed was the last thing I wanted [03:24.12]To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud [03:28.17]Every moment, every second, every trespass [03:31.74]Every awful thing, every broken dream [03:34.85]A couple years back and forth with myself in a cage [03:38.54]Banging my head against the wall, tryna put words on a page [03:41.95]All I needed was the last thing I wanted [03:45.49]To be alone in a room, alone in a room