Stuck in my own bed Trapped in these cardboard walls I see all these faces And they don't see me at all I miss the old days Where time didn't disappear We talked about our future And how we'd get out of here Sick of feeling like I'm dead Sick of fighting my eyelids Sick of hearing these sirens All I want is some silence Shh If I'm the life of the party Why do I stay home Why do I stay home If everyone says they love me Why do I feel low As dead as my phone I don't wanna lie don't wanna lie Don't wanna lie here in this hell I don't wanna try don't wanna try Don't wanna try all by myself Cuz If I'm the life of the party Why do I stay home Why do I stay home I'm ghost of my hometown Where everything stayed the same Was king of the playground But now I just waste my days Worried about income When eveyone seems so paid Is this the outcome Of not trying to act my age Sick of feeling like I'm dead Sick of fighting my eyelids Sick of hearing these sirens All I want is some silence Shh If I'm the life of the party Why do I stay home Why do I stay home If everyone says they love me Why do I feel low As dead as my phone I don't wanna lie don't wanna lie Don't wanna lie here in this hell I don't wanna try don't wanna try Don't wanna try all by myself Cuz If I'm the life of the party Why do I stay home Why do I stay home Gloomy I'mma live my life Feeling gloomy It's better than feeling Nothing at all nothing at all Nothing at all nothing at all Gloomy I'mma live my life Feeling gloomy It's better than feeling Nothing at all nothing at all Nothing at all nothing at all If I'm the life of the party Why do I stay home Why do I stay home If eveyone says they love me Why do I feel low As dead as my phone I don't wanna lie don't wanna lie Don't wanna lie here in this hell I don't wanna try don't wanna try Don't wanna try all by myself Cuz If I'm the life of the party Why do I stay home Why do I stay home
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