Living like animals with no real shame. Like creatures that exist that God didn't create. My body speaks to me and I understand. It makes me say to it, "your wish is my command." Like feeling tired but wanting to stay awake, or spending money to cover up a mistake. Like running fast but always taking long breaks. Just like the feelings that she said she didn't fake. I want to see the best version of me. The me that I know is not my friend at all. A man can trust himself to spend his life away. Trust himself to drink 'till there's a smile on his face. A drink can trust a man to have another sip. A man can trust a sip to stop his trembling lips. Like reading half and never open it again. Saying I was there when I ain't ever been. How I feel about the way God taunts. The same is the way I give my body what it wants. I want to see the way I want to see. I'm all alone. I'm not my friend at all. I'm dead to me. I'm just a body. Is a man really alive if he can't control his own life?
[00:29.73]Living like animals with no real shame. [00:33.31]Like creatures that exist that God didn't create. [00:36.90]My body speaks to me and I understand. [00:40.33]It makes me say to it, "your wish is my command." [00:43.96]Like feeling tired but wanting to stay awake, [00:47.40]or spending money to cover up a mistake. [00:50.98]Like running fast but always taking long breaks. [00:54.56]Just like the feelings that she said she didn't fake. [00:58.03]I want to see the best version of me. [01:11.92]The me that I know is not my friend at all. [01:55.20]A man can trust himself to spend his life away. [01:58.53]Trust himself to drink 'till there's a smile on his face. [02:02.16]A drink can trust a man to have another sip. [02:05.80]A man can trust a sip to stop his trembling lips. [02:09.28]Like reading half and never open it again. [02:12.76]Saying I was there when I ain't ever been. [02:16.40]How I feel about the way God taunts. [02:19.73]The same is the way I give my body what it wants. [02:23.36]I want to see the way I want to see. [02:37.20]I'm all alone. [02:44.21]I'm not my friend at all. [03:20.25]I'm dead to me. [03:27.07]I'm just a body. [03:33.84]Is a man really alive if he can't control his own life?
