Living like animals with no real shame. Like creatures that exist that God didn't create. My body speaks to me and I understand. It makes me say to it, "your wish is my command." Like feeling tired but wanting to stay awake, Or spending money to cover up a mistake. Like running fast but always taking long breaks. Just like the feelings that she said she didn't fake. I want to see the best version of me. The me that I know is not my friend at all. A man can trust himself to spend his life away. Trust himself to drink 'till there's a smile on his face. A drink can trust a man to have another sip. A man can trust a sip to stop his trembling lips. Like reading half and never open it again. Saying I was there when I ain't ever been. How I feel about the way God taunts. The same is the way I give my body what it wants. I want to see the way I want to see. I'm all alone. I'm not my friend at all. I'm dead to me. I'm just a body. Is a man really alive if he can't control his own life?
[00:37.11]Living like animals with no real shame. [00:41.49]Like creatures that exist that God didn't create. [00:45.64]My body speaks to me and I understand. [00:49.71]It makes me say to it, "your wish is my command." [00:53.75]Like feeling tired but wanting to stay awake, [00:57.75]Or spending money to cover up a mistake. [01:01.85]Like running fast but always taking long breaks. [01:05.93]Just like the feelings that she said she didn't fake. [01:10.01]I want to see the best version of me. [01:25.44]The me that I know is not my friend at all. [02:11.45]A man can trust himself to spend his life away. [02:14.83]Trust himself to drink 'till there's a smile on his face. [02:18.83]A drink can trust a man to have another sip. [02:22.56]A man can trust a sip to stop his trembling lips. [02:26.31]Like reading half and never open it again. [02:30.16]Saying I was there when I ain't ever been. [02:34.05]How I feel about the way God taunts. [02:37.32]The same is the way I give my body what it wants. [02:41.05]I want to see the way I want to see. [02:56.10]I'm all alone. I'm not my friend at all. [03:11.06]I'm dead to me. I'm just a body. [03:25.84]Is a man really alive if he can't control his own life?
