作词 : Eva 作曲 : Robins Lu I desperate struggle still locked inside with my misery why you destroy me ，why you killing me i can't endure this ，i can't accept it i know cleary ，i can't change it Those things are pestering me like a nightmare i helplessness ，i'm used to it i worthless ，i can't breathe i always hesitated i write something for you look like i'm feel sorry to you but actually，no one knows what i'm thinking including me i need a moment in my own space , but they think i'm crazy i'm a egoistic person，even my regret ，it's just to make me get something i need i was cried the whole April ，when i miss you late at night i lost you in my mind I have been heartbroken, seemed to be to the brink of death I was on the edge of the crash ，i'm dying It feels like I am getting so nearly to death like others living in my body i know cleary ，i can't change it i helplessness ，i'm used to it i worthless ，i can't breathe i'm still alive ，but i dead inside everything will not be find mum why u crushing my mind 2015 you appear and save me but i live in the darkness ，i'm not worth getting love
作词 : Eva 作曲 : Robins Lu I desperate struggle still locked inside with my misery why you destroy me ，why you killing me i can't endure this ，i can't accept it i know cleary ，i can't change it Those things are pestering me like a nightmare i helplessness ，i'm used to it i worthless ，i can't breathe i always hesitated i write something for you look like i'm feel sorry to you but actually，no one knows what i'm thinking including me i need a moment in my own space , but they think i'm crazy i'm a egoistic person，even my regret ，it's just to make me get something i need i was cried the whole April ，when i miss you late at night i lost you in my mind I have been heartbroken, seemed to be to the brink of death I was on the edge of the crash ，i'm dying It feels like I am getting so nearly to death like others living in my body i know cleary ，i can't change it i helplessness ，i'm used to it i worthless ，i can't breathe i'm still alive ，but i dead inside everything will not be find mum why u crushing my mind 2015 you appear and save me but i live in the darkness ，i'm not worth getting love
