作词 : f0ver 作曲 : f0ver Visionize everything that made me cry (看着每个让我哭泣的东西) I lost hope when my label got broke(当我的厂牌破产后我失去了希望) He said don’t you worry, don’t worry son, huh(他说，“你别担心”) Things eventually will get better sometimes(事情总会变好的) But the next day he was found dead in the parking lot(但第二天他在停车场被找到) The police said he suffocated memory loss(警察说他失去了记忆) Put a bullet in his head(将子弹放入脑内) Going straight to heaven dead(进入了天堂) Optimistic isn’t a positive trait(乐观并不是什么好的品质) All it it is a way to avoid life(它只是躲避现实的方法罢了) The world full of hatred right now is all about you, me and the fragile relationships (这个充满仇恨的世界只关于你我之间脆弱易碎的友谊) That people exist in their daily life now(这是人们天天思考的问题) And 10 years later I know everything now(10年后我全都懂了) I soon became numb inside of my heart(内心逐渐麻木) And I put a smile on my face try to be nice now(我的脸上挂着笑容) But I know I’m avoiding, avoiding the harsh society(但我知道我只是逃避现实) Avoiding the up and down in my life that may effect what I may be(逃避人生的起起落落) I go to church on Sundays(我每周天会去教堂做礼拜) I help grandmas everyday(我会天天帮助老奶奶) But I know the smile on my face is fake(但我知道我脸上的笑容是虚假的) The life I’m living right now ain’t that great(我现在的生活并不那么美好) Future gained millions put his mask off(赚了亿万才能真正做自己) I can’t bare the life so mines still on(我仍要伪装才能活下去) But lord, help me lord, have you abandoned me lord(上天，求你帮助我，你是抛弃了我了嘛？) Why am I not blessed by you lord?(你为什么不再保佑我) Becoming a false prophet without a choice(为了生计成为了一个假的预言家) Solving problems that kids nowadays face(天天帮助迷失的年轻人走对方向) After getting tired of the prophet sht(当我对我的工作失去信心) After getting tired dealing tiny bit(当我对所有事件失去信心) I want to end everything so I got out a Glock(我拿出glock结束了一切) and shot myself in the parking lot(就在停车场里，与他一样)
[00:00.000] 作词 : f0ver [00:01.000] 作曲 : f0ver [00:22.498]Visionize everything that made me cry (看着每个让我哭泣的东西) [00:25.257]I lost hope when my label got broke(当我的厂牌破产后我失去了希望) [00:27.517]He said don’t you worry, don’t worry son, huh(他说，“你别担心”) [00:30.778]Things eventually will get better sometimes(事情总会变好的) [00:32.785]But the next day he was found dead in the parking lot(但第二天他在停车场被找到) [00:36.797]The police said he suffocated memory loss(警察说他失去了记忆) [00:39.556]Put a bullet in his head(将子弹放入脑内) [00:41.562]Going straight to heaven dead(进入了天堂) [00:44.823]Optimistic isn’t a positive trait(乐观并不是什么好的品质) [00:47.582]All it it is a way to avoid life(它只是躲避现实的方法罢了) [00:50.341]The world full of hatred right now is all about you, me and the fragile relationships (这个充满仇恨的世界只关于你我之间脆弱易碎的友谊) [00:55.855]That people exist in their daily life now(这是人们天天思考的问题) [00:58.614]And 10 years later I know everything now(10年后我全都懂了) [01:01.374]I soon became numb inside of my heart(内心逐渐麻木) [01:04.384]And I put a smile on my face try to be nice now(我的脸上挂着笑容) [01:07.142]But I know I’m avoiding, avoiding the harsh society(但我知道我只是逃避现实) [01:09.649]Avoiding the up and down in my life that may effect what I may be(逃避人生的起起落落) [01:12.912]I go to church on Sundays(我每周天会去教堂做礼拜) [01:15.670]I help grandmas everyday(我会天天帮助老奶奶) [01:18.177]But I know the smile on my face is fake(但我知道我脸上的笑容是虚假的) [01:21.184]The life I’m living right now ain’t that great(我现在的生活并不那么美好) [01:23.944]Future gained millions put his mask off(赚了亿万才能真正做自己) [01:26.454]I can’t bare the life so mines still on(我仍要伪装才能活下去) [01:29.468]But lord, help me lord, have you abandoned me lord(上天，求你帮助我，你是抛弃了我了嘛？) [01:32.727]Why am I not blessed by you lord?(你为什么不再保佑我) [01:34.985]Becoming a false prophet without a choice(为了生计成为了一个假的预言家) [01:37.746]Solving problems that kids nowadays face(天天帮助迷失的年轻人走对方向) [01:40.503]After getting tired of the prophet sht(当我对我的工作失去信心) [01:43.263]After getting tired dealing tiny bit(当我对所有事件失去信心) [01:46.025]I want to end everything so I got out a Glock(我拿出glock结束了一切) [01:49.286]and shot myself in the parking lot(就在停车场里，与他一样)
