Looking out, walking out Everyday and every sigh Muttering swear words under my breath Put on a smile when I cut it out
I give it out give them all out I pour it down poured it all gone Sometimes I’m right sometimes I’m wrong They give a hell or they see thin air
I’m falling into something I’m already in I’m so disgusted yet so satisfied Things go in order I can see a clear line No its still a mess who am I fooling
I feel my body relaxed take a deep breath Though heart beat fastened I went stupid again I want a giant filter over my eyes Filter out the idiots that go by
It don’t make sense, it really just don’t I numb myself from feeling too much But in the end they all come back Can’t shut my views can’t shut my ears
I’m falling into something I’m already in I’m so disgusted yet so satisfied I have directions nothing will stop me What am I scared of what is it
I don’t hate myself But I rarely feel loved I feel mentally alone Though surrounded by friends Why would I have to smile When I feel like They don’t give a hell They want to feel good themselves
I’m falling into something I’m already in I’m so disgusted yet so satisfied Life is great what do I have to complain Let the needles go in I know when it stops
Looking out, walking out Everyday and every sigh Muttering swear words under my breath Look at this chaos it’s so beautiful
作词 : Niu Mao 作曲 : Niu Mao (编写于2015年10月份）
Looking out, walking out Everyday and every sigh Muttering swear words under my breath Put on a smile when I cut it out
I give it out give them all out I pour it down poured it all gone Sometimes I’m right sometimes I’m wrong They give a hell or they see thin air
I’m falling into something I’m already in I’m so disgusted yet so satisfied Things go in order I can see a clear line No its still a mess who am I fooling
I feel my body relaxed take a deep breath Though heart beat fastened I went stupid again I want a giant filter over my eyes Filter out the idiots that go by
It don’t make sense, it really just don’t I numb myself from feeling too much But in the end they all come back Can’t shut my views can’t shut my ears
I’m falling into something I’m already in I’m so disgusted yet so satisfied I have directions nothing will stop me What am I scared of what is it
I don’t hate myself But I rarely feel loved I feel mentally alone Though surrounded by friends Why would I have to smile When I feel like They don’t give a hell They want to feel good themselves
I’m falling into something I’m already in I’m so disgusted yet so satisfied Life is great what do I have to complain Let the needles go in I know when it stops
Looking out, walking out Everyday and every sigh Muttering swear words under my breath Look at this chaos it’s so beautiful
