作词 : CJ_Malone 作曲 : CJ_Malone 编曲：adan 录混：官硕 Kynun 封面：Young Teddy 开始感到痛苦 深陷失落无助 从云端摔到地底没有经过任何保护 没有任何缓冲没有任何过渡 想在高空漂浮 俯瞰一切无视身外之物 不想活成别人的样子 即便早已格格不入 创造属于自己的路 上一秒在天堂 下一秒坠入地狱 曾幻想过翱翔 也考虑过选择死亡 或许生命就该到此为止 面容冰冷内心血流不止 支撑我的只剩那份固执 或许那段故事刻成我的墓志 内心中的委屈早就冻结 ay 可替换的面具已经碎裂 ay 随灵魂的远去选择妥协 ay 封锁情感禁区无处发泄 losing myself killing myself Destroy everything rightnow Angel pushes me to hell Life is so hard ya should know losing myself killing myself Destroy everything rightnow Angel pushes me to hell Life is so hard ya should know losing myself killing myself Destroy everything rightnow Angel pushes me to hell Life is so hard ya should know losing myself killing myself Destroy everything rightnow Angel pushes me to hell Life is so hard ya should know 活着太累 能不能给灵魂注射** 太多记忆劫匪挟持大脑让我夜不能寐心力憔悴 上帝指明七宗罪 宽恕人类血和泪 却让我被钉在十字架上究竟是人是鬼 所以深夜总会感到恍惚 感到无助感到痛苦 到了清晨又要穿上用来隐藏的衣服 带上面具为了换来吃住 灵魂的痛大于骨骼的裂 隐藏的墙划分人群的界 蜡烛燃灭不会收到道谢 生命如花 时至今日当谢 losing myself killing myself Destroy everything rightnow Angel pushes me to hell Life is so hard ya should know losing myself killing myself Destroy everything rightnow Angel pushes me to hell Life is so hard ya should know losing myself killing myself Destroy everything rightnow Angel pushes me to hell Life is so hard ya should know losing myself killing myself Destroy everything rightnow Angel pushes me to hell Life is so hard ya should know 人们说的光明到底在哪儿 用尽一生去寻找 只感觉到无力无助 沮丧却永远不知疲劳 Nevermind 就这样一无所有直到彻底衰老 痛苦控制我的身体直到完全侵蚀我的灵魂还有大脑 I can’t even laugh I can’t even cry I can’t even live I can’t even die I can’t even laugh I can’t even cry I can’t even live I can’t even die ——————————END—————————— 这首歌在我最痛苦的时候写下，目的是远离折磨 希望你听后能化解掉心中的痛苦 在这个世界上，总会有人懂你，爱你 请努力的热爱生活，尊重生命 Peace&Love
[00:00.000] 作词 : CJ_Malone [00:01.000] 作曲 : CJ_Malone [00:04.19]编曲：adan [00:12.61]录混：官硕 Kynun [00:15.15]封面：Young Teddy [00:18.40]开始感到痛苦 [00:20.47]深陷失落无助 [00:22.52]从云端摔到地底没有经过任何保护 [00:24.91]没有任何缓冲没有任何过渡 [00:27.11]想在高空漂浮 [00:29.21]俯瞰一切无视身外之物 [00:30.82]不想活成别人的样子 [00:32.12]即便早已格格不入 [00:33.28]创造属于自己的路 [00:35.68]上一秒在天堂 [00:37.71]下一秒坠入地狱 [00:39.92]曾幻想过翱翔 [00:41.91]也考虑过选择死亡 [00:44.44]或许生命就该到此为止 [00:46.54]面容冰冷内心血流不止 [00:48.71]支撑我的只剩那份固执 [00:50.41]或许那段故事刻成我的墓志 [00:53.19]内心中的委屈早就冻结 ay [00:57.38]可替换的面具已经碎裂 ay [01:01.95]随灵魂的远去选择妥协 ay [01:06.10]封锁情感禁区无处发泄 [01:09.61]losing myself killing myself [01:12.02]Destroy everything rightnow [01:14.30]Angel pushes me to hell [01:16.26]Life is so hard ya should know [01:18.35]losing myself killing myself [01:20.75]Destroy everything rightnow [01:22.95]Angel pushes me to hell [01:24.96]Life is so hard ya should know [01:26.99]losing myself killing myself [01:29.51]Destroy everything rightnow [01:31.63]Angel pushes me to hell [01:33.70]Life is so hard ya should know [01:35.78]losing myself killing myself [01:38.17]Destroy everything rightnow [01:40.42]Angel pushes me to hell [01:42.36]Life is so hard ya should know [01:45.48]活着太累 [01:46.68]能不能给灵魂注射** [01:48.80]太多记忆劫匪挟持大脑让我夜不能寐心力憔悴 [01:54.01]上帝指明七宗罪 [01:56.31]宽恕人类血和泪 [01:58.59]却让我被钉在十字架上究竟是人是鬼 [02:01.80]所以深夜总会感到恍惚 [02:04.00]感到无助感到痛苦 [02:05.34]到了清晨又要穿上用来隐藏的衣服 [02:07.40]带上面具为了换来吃住 [02:11.50]灵魂的痛大于骨骼的裂 [02:13.87]隐藏的墙划分人群的界 [02:16.01]蜡烛燃灭不会收到道谢 [02:18.06]生命如花 [02:19.18]时至今日当谢 [02:20.07]losing myself killing myself [02:21.81]Destroy everything rightnow [02:23.96]Angel pushes me to hell [02:26.02]Life is so hard ya should know [02:28.08]losing myself killing myself [02:30.51]Destroy everything rightnow [02:32.72]Angel pushes me to hell [02:34.88]Life is so hard ya should know [02:36.86]losing myself killing myself [02:39.22]Destroy everything rightnow [02:41.36]Angel pushes me to hell [02:43.50]Life is so hard ya should know [02:45.49]losing myself killing myself [02:47.95]Destroy everything rightnow [02:50.23]Angel pushes me to hell [02:52.17]Life is so hard ya should know [02:55.29]人们说的光明到底在哪儿 [02:57.30]用尽一生去寻找 [02:59.57]只感觉到无力无助 [03:01.38]沮丧却永远不知疲劳 [03:03.92]Nevermind 就这样一无所有直到彻底衰老 [03:08.16]痛苦控制我的身体直到完全侵蚀我的灵魂还有大脑 [03:12.74]I can’t even laugh [03:14.96]I can’t even cry [03:17.06]I can’t even live [03:19.28]I can’t even die [03:21.53]I can’t even laugh [03:23.78]I can’t even cry [03:25.82]I can’t even live [03:28.09]I can’t even die [03:30.30]——————————END—————————— [03:32.09]这首歌在我最痛苦的时候写下，目的是远离折磨 [03:34.04]希望你听后能化解掉心中的痛苦 [03:35.67]在这个世界上，总会有人懂你，爱你 [03:37.19]请努力的热爱生活，尊重生命 [03:38.57]Peace&Love [03:39.24]
