Oftentimes I say shits that I don't really mean Shut my eyes even though I know I won't see Corrupt myself of soul because I lost in a breeze Offer my jests for a little bit of peace Heartfelt can't work something can't explain Put a bullet in my brain where my knowledge unite You don't want to love me till that '***** I'm insane!' Things ain't the same and you probably stay that way Heart left in pieces got my fingers on the shots you can fine me in the gramarye but blame cards Just a cheap puzzle with a bunch of missing parts Can't complain me cause I've been incomplete from the start Always ain't shits cause over things the possibility is near reinsurance All this time it's killing me I said I'm doing fine that's not the truth Can't handle life and I'm not in a boot You say you got a gun but I know you won't shoot You say they love me but I know that ain't the truth You believe it that god won't ever show his face He might love you all but I know I'm the one he hates Tell me how many prayers does it ******* take For your god to hear me and give me a ******* break After a while you stop giving a **** Why should I care when I'm never enough After a while you stop giving a **** Why should I care when I'm never enough And the doctor asked me to come in And I know something's wrong because even the doctor is crying And doctor don't cry.and he said that we've done all we can,there's nothing else for us to do And I said how much...time does she have,and he said at the most...at the most... 6 meds,6 weeks,I'm sorry. And I should plan for that And I plague on how the hell to plan for that I have a plan to buy her her first bicycle I have a plan to walk her to school I have a plan to take pictures of her on her prom I have a plan to walk her down the isle to get married How am I gonna plan to buy her a dress to be buried in? And I'm trying to keep it to Kevin Cause I'm the man,and I'm the...the man in the house And I'm the one he cry on when it's coming. And I'm trying to tell my wife,tell myself,Tony. I'm trying to beg the world,jus...jus...just give me chance Jus...jus...just give me chance,jus..jus..just let me take a breath Just stop just for a minute I want to call my parents...and tell them what do I do? I don't know what to do,I'm a grown man,and I don't know what to do. And a man,a voice in me comes up like...like they all from training day 'Man up!*****!you think you're the only one losing kids today? 25 kids walked in here with cancer and only 5 walking out! This ain't no sitcom,it don't wrap up all nights' entirely 30 minutes This is life!Welcome to the real world!' And he's right. So I bucked up,because that's what I'm supposed to do.
[00:22.850]Oftentimes I say shits that I don't really mean [00:25.590]Shut my eyes even though I know I won't see [00:28.330]Corrupt myself of soul because I lost in a breeze [00:30.910]Offer my jests for a little bit of peace [00:33.640]Heartfelt can't work something can't explain [00:36.230]Put a bullet in my brain where my knowledge unite [00:39.220]You don't want to love me till that '***** I'm insane!' [00:41.960]Things ain't the same and you probably stay that way [00:44.790]Heart left in pieces got my fingers on the shots [00:47.270]you can fine me in the gramarye but blame cards [00:49.450]Just a cheap puzzle with a bunch of missing parts [00:52.790]Can't complain me cause I've been incomplete from the start [00:55.870]Always ain't shits cause over things the possibility is near reinsurance [00:59.160]All this time it's killing me [01:05.790]I said I'm doing fine that's not the truth [01:08.290]Can't handle life and I'm not in a boot [01:11.080]You say you got a gun but I know you won't shoot [01:14.170]You say they love me but I know that ain't the truth [01:16.610]You believe it that god won't ever show his face [01:19.080]He might love you all but I know I'm the one he hates [01:21.970]Tell me how many prayers does it ******* take [01:24.500]For your god to hear me and give me a ******* break [01:27.640]After a while you stop giving a **** [01:30.470]Why should I care when I'm never enough [01:33.200]After a while you stop giving a **** [01:35.920]Why should I care when I'm never enough [01:38.660]And the doctor asked me to come in [01:42.300]And I know something's wrong because even the doctor is crying [01:47.050]And doctor don't cry.and he said that we've done all we can,there's nothing else for us to do [01:58.080]And I said how much...time does she have,and he said at the most...at the most... [02:07.100]6 meds,6 weeks,I'm sorry. And I should plan for that [02:14.440]And I plague on how the hell to plan for that [02:16.970]I have a plan to buy her her first bicycle [02:21.170]I have a plan to walk her to school [02:23.500]I have a plan to take pictures of her on her prom [02:28.070]I have a plan to walk her down the isle to get married [02:31.960]How am I gonna plan to buy her a dress to be buried in? [02:36.360]And I'm trying to keep it to Kevin [02:38.280]Cause I'm the man,and I'm the...the man in the house [02:41.820]And I'm the one he cry on when it's coming. [02:43.900]And I'm trying to tell my wife,tell myself,Tony. [02:46.280]I'm trying to beg the world,jus...jus...just give me chance [02:51.440]Jus...jus...just give me chance,jus..jus..just let me take a breath [02:54.670]Just stop just for a minute [02:55.990]I want to call my parents...and tell them what do I do? [02:59.180]I don't know what to do,I'm a grown man,and I don't know what to do. [03:06.580]And a man,a voice in me comes up like...like they all from training day [03:10.480]'Man up!*****!you think you're the only one losing kids today? [03:21.970]25 kids walked in here with cancer and only 5 walking out! [03:27.140]This ain't no sitcom,it don't wrap up all nights' entirely 30 minutes [03:32.400]This is life!Welcome to the real world!' And he's right. [03:43.080]So I bucked up,because that's what I'm supposed to do.
