Ya I remember being 13 Knife to my wrist And a list of broken dreams Look at me now man Now I ****** gleam But I still can’t forget about all those ****** things
Ya I remember being 15 Snortin all em pills Didn’t know a damn thing Gettin kicked outta schools Hittin licks thinkin it was cool I’m a lame for the goon that I grew into
Ya I remember being 17 Syringes on the table Round a grimy ass scene Rigs in my veins til I ****** od'd I was tryna die I was just tryna bleed Go ahead and judge me Go ahead don’t love me I don’t feel regret Nah, I just feel pain Suffocating memories flooding out my brain
And I ain't ashamed I ain't ashamed Don’t ask me my name I’m ****** insane But I ain't ashamed No I ain't ashamed I ain't ashamed Cause this **** made me who I am This **** made me who I am This **** made me who I am…
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