作词 : Yanmurzin Timur 作曲 : Yanmurzin Timur I waste my time on my whole life Hold my thoughts cuz I've been sleep deprived I waste my life in broke mind Hold my words cuz they never come out right I'm trying really hard to be someone you'd like I'm trying really hard to feel like I'll be be fine I'm trying really hard and maybe I'll find That my reflection in life isn't all that unkind Can't I be a little self sure Self secure On that I'm not all that I think I am Can't I get a little control Open my doors,On that I'm not all that bad as I think i am I don't really care for what I have left Because i ****** myself up so much,I might deserve all this mess **** all this love,Because I hate to admit That I'm really like this,Just Scum piece of **** And I know I could be brighter Yeah I know I could aim higher And I know I should think lighter I know i'll be fine if I was a tryer Yeah,I hate how I can't let myself hang low If I didn't speak at all I think I would let it go But if I could say how I hurt I would promise to let you know But I've been feeling godamn low,well I just can't let it go Do you remember 2013 From then on I wished my life was unseen Cuz I hate who I could have been,Let myself slit up my skin And drown all my dreams,Going down In the sink I'm sorry maybe I should have tried harder Jumped from a bridge that was just that little bit higher I'm sorry My words can't be any sharper But I'd cut up my mind and set the remains on fire Yeah,At least you could have said I'm gone on the drugs But I am sober now and I still seem to **** up But I'm sorry I can't accept all your love,It wears me off Leave me in my head because that's tiring enough? I waste my time on my whole life Hold my thoughts cuz I've been sleep deprived I waste my life in broke mind Hold my words cuz they never come out right I'm trying really hard to be something you'd like I'm trying really hard to feel like I'll be fine I'm trying really hard and maybe I'll find The reflection in life isn't all that unkind
[00:00.000] 作词 : Yanmurzin Timur [00:01.000] 作曲 : Yanmurzin Timur [00:11.70]I waste my time on my whole life [00:14.19]Hold my thoughts cuz I've been sleep deprived [00:17.51]I waste my life in broke mind [00:20.58]Hold my words cuz they never come out right [00:24.17]I'm trying really hard to be someone you'd like [00:26.93]I'm trying really hard to feel like I'll be be fine [00:29.87]I'm trying really hard and maybe I'll find [00:32.21]That my reflection in life isn't all that unkind [00:35.98]Can't I be a little self sure [00:38.23]Self secure On that I'm not all that I think I am [00:41.93]Can't I get a little control [00:43.98]Open my doors,On that I'm not all that bad as I think i am [00:47.77]I don't really care for what I have left [00:50.33]Because i ****** myself up so much,I might deserve all this mess [00:53.52]**** all this love,Because I hate to admit [00:56.23]That I'm really like this,Just Scum piece of **** [00:59.70]And I know I could be brighter [01:02.35]Yeah I know I could aim higher [01:05.21]And I know I should think lighter [01:07.24]I know i'll be fine if I was a tryer [01:10.83]Yeah,I hate how I can't let myself hang low [01:14.08]If I didn't speak at all I think I would let it go [01:16.82]But if I could say how I hurt I would promise to let you know [01:19.98]But I've been feeling godamn low,well I just can't let it go [01:23.54]Do you remember 2013 [01:26.05]From then on I wished my life was unseen [01:28.85]Cuz I hate who I could have been,Let myself slit up my skin [01:32.01]And drown all my dreams,Going down In the sink [01:35.42]I'm sorry maybe I should have tried harder [01:37.52]Jumped from a bridge that was just that little bit higher [01:40.74]I'm sorry My words can't be any sharper [01:43.44]But I'd cut up my mind and set the remains on fire [01:46.75]Yeah,At least you could have said I'm gone on the drugs [01:49.94]But I am sober now and I still seem to **** up [01:53.00]But I'm sorry I can't accept all your love,It wears me off [01:56.22]Leave me in my head because that's tiring enough? [01:59.86]I waste my time on my whole life [02:02.77]Hold my thoughts cuz I've been sleep deprived [02:06.12]I waste my life in broke mind [02:08.63]Hold my words cuz they never come out right [02:11.59]I'm trying really hard to be something you'd like [02:15.10]I'm trying really hard to feel like I'll be fine [02:17.85]I'm trying really hard and maybe I'll find [02:20.01]The reflection in life isn't all that unkind
