It scares me to death to think of what I have become, and what a wandering soul I have become. If I followed the beaten path instead of marching my way through my own. I feel so lost in this world like I made the same mistake one thousand times. I don’t want to be a drone, a slave to the system that's caught so many others in its trap. I can only hope to look back and see a life fulfilled. Times of triumph, love and compassion. But it’s better to have lived, then to have never spent a day alive. But will these choices finally come back to haunt me in my dreams? This self loathing can only get me so far.
It scares me to death to think of what I have become, and what a wandering soul I have become. If I followed the beaten path instead of marching my way through my own. I feel so lost in this world like I made the same mistake one thousand times. I don’t want to be a drone, a slave to the system that's caught so many others in its trap. I can only hope to look back and see a life fulfilled. Times of triumph, love and compassion. But it’s better to have lived, then to have never spent a day alive. But will these choices finally come back to haunt me in my dreams? This self loathing can only get me so far.
