I don't wanna have to lie to everybody about how I feel I can't eat can't sleep I'm on my knees praying for a miracle It's alright what you say like a knife I know you like the taste of blood I love you I hate you I have you I lose you I just want someone to love I don't wanna have to lie to everybody I just wanna light I wanna smoke more cigarettes You think that I like gettin' hurt But I do it I can't seem to help myself I'm a big girl but big girls get hurt too and they cry You think that I'm tough enough But I know when you look at me right now that all You can see is blood I don't wanna have to lie to everybody about how I feel Waves of sadness waves of grief A river that feels like it'll never stop runnin' And all you can see is the lies I know it's all over my face I can't change I can't hide I don't wanna have to lie to everybody about how I feel Don't wanna have to lie to everybody about how I feel
[00:02.72]I don't wanna have to lie to everybody about how I feel [00:13.80]I can't eat can't sleep [00:15.74]I'm on my knees praying for a miracle [00:24.22]It's alright what you say like a knife [00:29.77]I know you like the taste of blood [00:38.38]I love you I hate you I have you I lose you [00:41.79]I just want someone to love [00:44.63]I don't wanna have to lie to everybody [00:51.99]I just wanna light I wanna smoke more cigarettes [00:59.07]You think that I like gettin' hurt [01:05.90]But I do it I can't seem to help myself [01:09.58]I'm a big girl but big girls get hurt too and they cry [01:16.00]You think that I'm tough enough [01:20.01]But I know when you look at me right now that all [01:24.13]You can see is blood [01:26.40]I don't wanna have to lie to everybody about how I feel [01:37.06]Waves of sadness waves of grief [01:40.68]A river that feels like it'll never stop runnin' [01:47.22]And all you can see is the lies [01:52.75]I know it's all over my face [02:01.60]I can't change I can't hide [02:07.97]I don't wanna have to lie to everybody about how I feel [02:21.92]Don't wanna have to lie to everybody about how I feel
