So I walk alone to reclaim what both of us had felt I'm calling out to all anons to help me help myself When I'm curious The signals are a mess when I reach out to you It's sad I'm wishful in the way that I wish you'd help find my way back When I wander I am fearless I'm still near you Can you hear this It's how I can put my hand on your back in our bed and I still feel alone Sometimes when you're home I don't think that you're really home Celebration Am I worth it I call out to you With no purpose I just want you With no reason To deserve it It's constantly bad I feel constantly judged I feel you and I feel crushed And put on the spot You do and you don't Your eyes say both yes and no I thought you'd respond if my entire self was you I wake up enraged and throw my phone across the room Stability... I don't have it I just struggle with my stresses And I'm social Contradicting what is normal How I'm feeling
[00:12.265] So I walk alone to reclaim what both of us had felt [00:18.680] I'm calling out to all anons to help me help myself [00:25.334] When I'm curious [00:44.456] The signals are a mess when I reach out to you [00:48.431] It's sad [00:50.522] I'm wishful in the way that I wish you'd help find my way back [00:57.619] When I wander [01:04.541] I am fearless [01:10.770] I'm still near you [01:17.479] Can you hear this [01:29.775] It's how I can put my hand on your back in our bed and I still feel alone [01:36.613] Sometimes when you're home I don't think that you're really home [01:56.085] Celebration [02:02.487] Am I worth it [02:09.277] I call out to you [02:15.396] With no purpose [02:18.857] I just want you [02:22.136] With no reason [02:25.456] To deserve it [02:28.847] It's constantly bad [02:30.428] I feel constantly judged [02:32.184] I feel you and I feel crushed [02:41.750] And put on the spot [02:43.635] You do and you don't [02:45.288] Your eyes say both yes and no [03:00.914] I thought you'd respond if my entire self was you [03:07.139] I wake up enraged and throw my phone across the room [03:13.836] Stability... [03:20.335] I don't have it [03:27.127] I just struggle with my stresses [03:36.786] And I'm social [03:40.169] Contradicting what is normal [03:46.509] How I'm feeling
