Since ‘91 I been a menace, for real Born rotten and exposed The rose in a garden full of hoes A flowerbed of souls Where the flowers never learn They can go, they can grow, they can They can be something I’m a bird, I’m a bird, look at me frontin’ Be confused and obtused, gotta mean some I don’t feel, I don’t feel, I don’t mean nothing Mama looking around, what you gotta say You probably never gave a ************* about me anyway I know I’m foolish cause I love you with my whole soul But I keep running so I ain’t gotta to go home, I don’t wanna go home Running from the fire and my brain’s in my ozone Running from the pressure ‘til I cave in my own home You don’t understand the obsessions that I got I need love, I don’t feel that *************t a lot, ************* Been alone from the mother******* jump, man Every battle, every hurdle, every hump, man ************* like to feel it or they mother******* don’t, man Tell em draw a line and do the mother******* shhh Man, listen, I don’t talk about myself, oh no You don’t get it, you don’t feel it, *************, oh no Where I’m from is a nightmare not a smoke show *************s never make it there, they never make it, oh no, ************* it’s up I’m from the generation that is scarred and abused For real, man You’re either dead or you’re dying or you doomed And what’s worse is nobody’s got a clue Of what the ************* that I go through in my brain That there’s a ******* beast off the mother******* chain That I’ve been having dragons and my heart be in flames Til I’m broken and too vulnerable again Love, nobody ever showed me what it was, my *************, for real I’ve been beggin' since a youngin', since a cub, my *************, for real Saw into your pretty blue soul like the rainbow A third eye, saw your devil in your angel We tried to love each other from a different angle Unfortunately, we still got strangled I don’t even know if "I'ma make it to the next day" Every day I wake up and it feels like it’s my death day You can see inside me like a mother******* x-ray Losing to my demons in a mother******* chest game It’s a hard life, I choose to lead the memories so lucidly and I’m just speaking truthfully, it’s hard to breathe, it’s hard to breathe Damn
[00:20.43]Since ‘91 I been a menace, for real [00:24.76]Born rotten and exposed [00:26.45]The rose in a garden full of hoes [00:28.29]A flowerbed of souls [00:29.49]Where the flowers never learn [00:30.68]They can go, they can grow, they can [00:32.18]They can be something [00:34.33]I’m a bird, I’m a bird, look at me frontin’ [00:36.61]Be confused and obtused, gotta mean some [00:39.25]I don’t feel, I don’t feel, I don’t mean nothing [00:42.25]Mama looking around, what you gotta say [00:44.34]You probably never gave a ************* about me anyway [00:46.98]I know I’m foolish cause I love you with my whole soul [00:49.62]But I keep running so I ain’t gotta to go home, I don’t wanna go home [00:53.65]Running from the fire and my brain’s in my ozone [00:56.19]Running from the pressure ‘til I cave in my own home [00:58.94]You don’t understand the obsessions that I got [01:01.52]I need love, I don’t feel that *************t a lot, ************* [01:04.01]Been alone from the mother******* jump, man [01:06.56]Every battle, every hurdle, every hump, man [01:09.15]************* like to feel it or they mother******* don’t, man [01:11.49]Tell em draw a line and do the mother******* shhh [01:14.38]Man, listen, I don’t talk about myself, oh no [01:17.07]You don’t get it, you don’t feel it, *************, oh no [01:19.82]Where I’m from is a nightmare not a smoke show [01:22.36]*************s never make it there, they never make it, oh no, ************* it’s up [01:46.34]I’m from the generation that is scarred and abused [01:50.62]For real, man [01:51.92]You’re either dead or you’re dying or you doomed [01:54.60]And what’s worse is nobody’s got a clue [01:57.15]Of what the ************* that I go through in my brain [01:59.54]That there’s a ******* beast off the mother******* chain [02:02.18]That I’ve been having dragons and my heart be in flames [02:05.29]Til I’m broken and too vulnerable again [02:07.88]Love, nobody ever showed me what it was, my *************, for real [02:13.30]I’ve been beggin' since a youngin', since a cub, my *************, for real [02:18.54]Saw into your pretty blue soul like the rainbow [02:21.52]A third eye, saw your devil in your angel [02:24.06]We tried to love each other from a different angle [02:26.60]Unfortunately, we still got strangled [02:28.94]I don’t even know if "I'ma make it to the next day" [02:31.53]Every day I wake up and it feels like it’s my death day [02:34.21]You can see inside me like a mother******* x-ray [02:36.81]Losing to my demons in a mother******* chest game [02:39.95]It’s a hard life, I choose to lead the memories so lucidly and [02:45.42]I’m just speaking truthfully, it’s hard to breathe, it’s hard to breathe [02:50.91]Damn
