Uh hi, everyone My name is Murs, and uh Yeah, I've had a rough couple years But uh, you know I guess I was depressed I don't feel depressed anymore Uh, you know I'm just at this point where I'm not too high And I'm not too low, I'm just here And that's okay And there's a word for that It's called 'melancholy' Yeah They say that happiness is a choice Well, I guess they get to choose Put all them so-called friends with they fake ass friends Ain't never been in my shoes Had my back up against the wall 'Bout to jump up off the edge Just paid for a shrink but she made me think That the problem's all in my head So with that said, I went solo On my own tryna face my fears I stopped, popped a pill, and it all got real So I started writing this right here And it took me years to get to this point Where I don't wanna die every day You can't put it in your mind to be down all the time 'cause the sun go shine anyway I been walking down this road, eyes closed Reaching for a future that I cannot hold Blindfold, eyes closed Reaching for a future that I cannot hold And it takes a toll on my soul Said it takes a toll on my soul Walking down this road, eyes closed Reaching for a future that I cannot hold Don't mean to make you feel bad Because you think that I'm sad No need for you to feel sorry Bro, I'm just melancholy Don't mean to make you feel bad Because you think that I'm sad No need for you to feel sorry Bro, I'm just melancholy Now I heard they call me crazy, I just act like I can't hear But they ain't had it this rough or even lost as much As I did in just one year Have you ever had the feeling like you don't wanna die But like, wait, still not wanna be here That fog roll in and them days get dark And it start getting hard for you to see clear I know that pain too well, I swear I been through hell If I don't smile, oh well, just worry 'bout yourself I tell 'em leave me 'lone, I'm just in my zone But some people can't take the hint When my life so strange, I been through so much change Why would I need yo' two cents? But everybody got they ideas On how to make my pain go away But opinions is just like a SoundCloud page Everybody got one these days So you can kill the interrogation 'Cause you only wasting your time If you mind your business then I mind mine And everything gon' be just fine I been walking down this road, eyes closed Reaching for a future that I cannot hold Blindfold, eyes closed Reaching for a future that I cannot hold And it takes a toll on my soul Said it takes a toll on my soul Walking down this road, eyes closed Reaching for a future that I cannot hold Don't mean to make you feel bad Because you think that I'm sad No need for you to feel sorry Bro, I'm just melancholy Don't mean to make you feel bad Because you think that I'm sad No need for you to feel sorry Bro, I'm just melancholy
[00:04.120]Uh hi, everyone [00:06.560]My name is Murs, and uh [00:08.760]Yeah, I've had a rough couple years [00:12.160]But uh, you know [00:13.070]I guess I was depressed [00:14.500]I don't feel depressed anymore [00:17.630]Uh, you know I'm just at this point where I'm not too high [00:20.440]And I'm not too low, I'm just here [00:23.690]And that's okay [00:25.420]And there's a word for that [00:27.480]It's called 'melancholy' [00:30.020]Yeah [00:31.740]They say that happiness is a choice [00:33.530]Well, I guess they get to choose [00:35.580]Put all them so-called friends with they fake ass friends [00:37.860]Ain't never been in my shoes [00:39.670]Had my back up against the wall [00:41.580]'Bout to jump up off the edge [00:43.500]Just paid for a shrink but she made me think [00:45.710]That the problem's all in my head [00:47.660]So with that said, I went solo [00:49.560]On my own tryna face my fears [00:51.700]I stopped, popped a pill, and it all got real [00:53.750]So I started writing this right here [00:55.630]And it took me years to get to this point [00:57.560]Where I don't wanna die every day [00:59.370]You can't put it in your mind to be down all the time [01:01.750]'cause the sun go shine anyway [01:03.680]I been walking down this road, eyes closed [01:05.910]Reaching for a future that I cannot hold [01:08.170]Blindfold, eyes closed [01:09.840]Reaching for a future that I cannot hold [01:12.270]And it takes a toll on my soul [01:14.020]Said it takes a toll on my soul [01:16.080]Walking down this road, eyes closed [01:17.860]Reaching for a future that I cannot hold [01:20.300]Don't mean to make you feel bad [01:22.050]Because you think that I'm sad [01:24.030]No need for you to feel sorry [01:26.040]Bro, I'm just melancholy [01:28.150]Don't mean to make you feel bad [01:30.030]Because you think that I'm sad [01:32.060]No need for you to feel sorry [01:34.040]Bro, I'm just melancholy [01:35.990]Now I heard they call me crazy, I just act like I can't hear [01:39.510]But they ain't had it this rough or even lost as much [01:41.660]As I did in just one year [01:43.600]Have you ever had the feeling like you don't wanna die [01:45.740]But like, wait, still not wanna be here [01:47.570]That fog roll in and them days get dark [01:49.580]And it start getting hard for you to see clear [01:52.160]I know that pain too well, I swear I been through hell [01:56.060]If I don't smile, oh well, just worry 'bout yourself [01:59.880]I tell 'em leave me 'lone, I'm just in my zone [02:01.550]But some people can't take the hint [02:03.500]When my life so strange, I been through so much change [02:05.660]Why would I need yo' two cents? [02:07.660]But everybody got they ideas [02:09.530]On how to make my pain go away [02:11.490]But opinions is just like a SoundCloud page [02:13.720]Everybody got one these days [02:15.660]So you can kill the interrogation [02:17.500]'Cause you only wasting your time [02:19.570]If you mind your business then I mind mine [02:21.640]And everything gon' be just fine [02:23.740]I been walking down this road, eyes closed [02:25.890]Reaching for a future that I cannot hold [02:28.090]Blindfold, eyes closed [02:29.690]Reaching for a future that I cannot hold [02:32.130]And it takes a toll on my soul [02:33.960]Said it takes a toll on my soul [02:36.030]Walking down this road, eyes closed [02:37.780]Reaching for a future that I cannot hold [02:40.330]Don't mean to make you feel bad [02:42.050]Because you think that I'm sad [02:44.030]No need for you to feel sorry [02:46.030]Bro, I'm just melancholy [02:48.060]Don't mean to make you feel bad [02:49.990]Because you think that I'm sad [02:52.030]No need for you to feel sorry [02:54.140]Bro, I'm just melancholy [02:56.900]
