I just I just hope they can feel my pain Yeah Thinking Sierra my soul mate Funny how she almost fell for me then she left my heart up in a cold place Now I'm really having flashbacks, talking high school that was '08 When I had a crush on Akeela but I was too shy so we went on no dates Thirteen for me was the worst, cause I was going through something Today it still hurts Preacher was reciting the verse while I was plotting on collection plates in the church Cause we were living in debt And I hear my parents always arguing about rent Daddy used to get a check But he had to close the shop so things were left Pour that liquor down I need brown, I got Crown in it They don't feel my pain Not the same let me drown in it I lose my mind in the late night I don't smoke **** I can't take flight I suffer from social anxiety People say hi to me, picture my day like I was thinking buy a lottery ticket If I win Imma get drunk and Rent a house and party with women Brainwashed from the rapper life Almost everybody that I always envisioned See when you're not behind bars your mind could still be locked in the system Stoppin', I'm thinking, I'm wi****ng yeah Caught up in my life and all the times I've been down I can feel the pain I need something to numb me now Pour me up a drink, disappear I'm not around Today I feel alone and I really need you now yeah yeah Need you now yeah yeah Need you now yeah yeah yeah yeah Need you now yeah yeah Need you now yeah yeah I want the world but I don't wanna lose my soul I want a girl who can look deep in my eyes and tell me things I didn't know Plus I'm learning not to get mad over situations that I cannot control But its hard when its stuck in your mind Like its a certain way that its supposed to go Dad never showed me the ropes I been reminiscing it been hard on my mind lately Cause he was always in the house Yeah but its my brother who raised me Life is so crazy, all these people acting like my friends So they all moving shady, it never fazed me I've been dealing with it daily Done nothing and they hate me Pour that liquor down I need brown I got Crown in it They don't feel my pain Not the same let me drown in it I lose my mind in the late night I don't smoke ****, I can't take flight I suffer from social anxiety People say hi to me picture my day like In my room still trapped all alone Negative thoughts suppressing my dome Only way that I can deal with it No one never that will pick up the phone Maybe I don't want to talk about it Maybe you feel empty but your mind is crowded I be fine, I doubt it Pressure on a thousand and I can't take it so I feel like shouting Caught up in my life and all the times I've been down I can feel the pain I need something to numb me now Pour me up a drink, disappear I'm not around Today I feel alone and I really need you now yeah yeah Need you now yeah yeah Need you now yeah yeah yeah yeah Need you now yeah yeah Need you now yeah yeah
[00:04.44]I just [00:10.35]I just hope they can feel my pain [00:16.71]Yeah [00:17.56]Thinking Sierra my soul mate [00:18.74]Funny how she almost fell for me then she left my heart up in a cold place [00:22.69]Now I'm really having flashbacks, talking high school that was '08 [00:26.63]When I had a crush on Akeela but I was too shy so we went on no dates [00:30.46]Thirteen for me was the worst, cause I was going through something Today it still hurts [00:34.69]Preacher was reciting the verse while I was plotting on collection plates in the church [00:38.19]Cause we were living in debt [00:39.71]And I hear my parents always arguing about rent [00:42.09]Daddy used to get a check [00:43.54]But he had to close the shop so things were left [00:45.97]Pour that liquor down [00:47.54]I need brown, I got Crown in it [00:49.76]They don't feel my pain [00:51.24]Not the same let me drown in it [00:53.47]I lose my mind in the late night [00:55.31]I don't smoke **** I can't take flight [00:57.18]I suffer from social anxiety [00:59.03]People say hi to me, picture my day like [01:01.16]I was thinking buy a lottery ticket [01:02.96]If I win Imma get drunk and [01:05.06]Rent a house and party with women [01:06.78]Brainwashed from the rapper life [01:08.78]Almost everybody that I always envisioned [01:10.73]See when you're not behind bars your mind could still be locked in the system [01:15.02]Stoppin', I'm thinking, I'm wi****ng yeah [01:16.66]Caught up in my life and all the times I've been down [01:20.52]I can feel the pain I need something to numb me now [01:24.40]Pour me up a drink, disappear I'm not around [01:27.98]Today I feel alone and I really need you now yeah yeah [01:31.57]Need you now yeah yeah [01:38.21]Need you now yeah yeah yeah yeah [01:42.00]Need you now yeah yeah [01:45.86]Need you now yeah yeah [01:47.60]I want the world but I don't wanna lose my soul [01:50.90]I want a girl who can look deep in my eyes and tell me things I didn't know [01:54.54]Plus I'm learning not to get mad over situations that I cannot control [01:57.32]But its hard when its stuck in your mind [02:00.53]Like its a certain way that its supposed to go [02:02.26]Dad never showed me the ropes [02:03.66]I been reminiscing it been hard on my mind lately [02:06.63]Cause he was always in the house [02:08.02]Yeah but its my brother who raised me [02:10.31]Life is so crazy, all these people acting like my friends [02:12.97]So they all moving shady, it never fazed me I've been dealing with it daily [02:14.95]Done nothing and they hate me [02:16.39]Pour that liquor down [02:19.77]I need brown I got Crown in it [02:21.94]They don't feel my pain [02:23.47]Not the same let me drown in it [02:25.71]I lose my mind in the late night [02:27.53]I don't smoke ****, I can't take flight [02:29.37]I suffer from social anxiety [02:31.38]People say hi to me picture my day like [02:33.23]In my room still trapped all alone [02:35.16]Negative thoughts suppressing my dome [02:37.20]Only way that I can deal with it [02:39.08]No one never that will pick up the phone [02:41.18]Maybe I don't want to talk about it [02:42.81]Maybe you feel empty but your mind is crowded [02:45.00]I be fine, I doubt it [02:46.10]Pressure on a thousand and I can't take it so I feel like shouting [02:49.00]Caught up in my life and all the times I've been down [02:52.80]I can feel the pain I need something to numb me now [02:56.54]Pour me up a drink, disappear I'm not around [03:00.26]Today I feel alone and I really need you now yeah yeah [03:03.80]Need you now yeah yeah [03:10.29]Need you now yeah yeah yeah yeah [03:14.19]Need you now yeah yeah [03:17.96]Need you now yeah yeah
