it’s four a.m. again father, forgive me this sin uncomfortable in this life, yeah I can’t put down this knife, yeah I’m carving words in my arms, baby hey, scars are part of my charm, maybe I need the touch of a hand this isn’t what i had planned I need relief from this life I wanna slip away into the night don’t wanna see the sun again but can’t get swallowed up by this tragic whirlwind I wish the ocean was warm I feel like drowning I’m losing my faith in me I can’t remember the last time i felt free from voices inside my head when I taste liberation, they just feed me fear instead you say I’m out of control at least i still have a soul no, I don’t need your advice some compassion would be nice I need relief from this life I wanna slip away into the night don’t wanna see the sun again but can’t get swallowed up by this tragic whirlwind I wish the ocean was warm I feel like drowning I can’t take any more of your pills they hold my head up but still it feels so wrong I can’t believe the price that I’ve paid for this chemically-induced, perceivably ideal, take-it-with-a-glass-of-water day I need relief from this life I wanna slip away into the night don’t wanna see the sun again but can’t get swallowed up by this tragic whirlwind I wish the ocean was warm I feel like drowning
[00:10.00]it’s four a.m. again [00:15.02]father, forgive me this sin [00:20.10]uncomfortable in this life, yeah [00:24.06]I can’t put down this knife, yeah [00:29.05]I’m carving words in my arms, baby [00:33.50]hey, scars are part of my charm, maybe [00:39.15]I need the touch of a hand [00:43.55]this isn’t what i had planned [00:47.59]I need relief from this life [00:52.50]I wanna slip away into the night [00:57.56]don’t wanna see the sun again [01:02.10]but can’t get swallowed up by this tragic whirlwind [01:07.54]I wish the ocean was warm [01:19.57]I feel like drowning [01:27.58]I’m losing my faith in me [01:32.30]I can’t remember the last time i felt free [01:37.46]from voices inside my head [01:41.35]when I taste liberation, they just feed me fear instead [01:45.46]you say I’m out of control [01:51.10]at least i still have a soul [01:55.59]no, I don’t need your advice [02:00.15]some compassion would be nice [02:04.55]I need relief from this life [02:08.59]I wanna slip away into the night [02:14.40]don’t wanna see the sun again [02:19.45]but can’t get swallowed up by this tragic whirlwind [02:24.20]I wish the ocean was warm [02:36.46]I feel like drowning [02:43.57]I can’t take any more of your pills [02:53.40]they hold my head up [02:57.37]but still it feels so wrong [03:03.40]I can’t believe the price that I’ve paid [03:11.55]for this chemically-induced, perceivably ideal, take-it-with-a-glass-of-water day [03:33.58]I need relief from this life [03:37.50]I wanna slip away into the night [03:43.10]don’t wanna see the sun again [03:47.30]but can’t get swallowed up by this tragic whirlwind [03:53.01]I wish the ocean was warm [04:05.35]I feel like drowning
