I tried it once before but I didn't get too far I felt a lot of pain but it didn't stop my heart And all I really wanted was someone to give a little **** But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up
I tried it once before and I think I might've messed up I struggled with the veins and I guess I didn't bleed enough But maybe I'm alive 'cause I didn't really wanna die But nothing very special ever happens in my life
Take the blade away from me I am a freak, I am afraid that All the blood escaping me Won't end the pain, and I'l be haunting All the lives that cared for me I died to be the white ghost Of the man that I was meant to be
I tried it like before and this time I made a deep cut I thought about my friends and the way I didn't give enough And I should've told my mother "mom, I love you" like a good son But this life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one
Take the blade away from me I am a freak, I am afraid that All the blood escaping me Won't end the pain, and I'l be haunting All the lives that cared for me I died to be the white ghost Of the man that I was meant to be, yeah
I tried it once again and I think I might black out I should've left a letter but I had nothing to write about My blood is all around me, I get dizzy if I stand up The cutting part was easy but regretting it is so ****ed
Take the blade away from me I am a freak, I am afraid that All the blood escaping me Won't end the pain, and I'l be haunting All the lives that cared for me I died to be the white ghost Of the man that I was meant to be I tried it once again and I think I went too far (The man that I was meant to be) I cut a little deeper and the pressure stopped my heart (The man that I was meant to be) I couldn't tell my mother that I love her, I'm a bad son This life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one
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