Why won't you hold me Cause things don't look so bright Don't yell console me Cause i been up all night I need you to cry for me Theres not to many that would die for me I need you to cry for me Theres not to many that would die for me Yeah Lately man i really been feeling hella cold and s**t Isolated and alone and s**t Still waiting on a call from you But s**ts not a move cause you don't exist Mom died, I'm feeling old and s**t Its way to fast how i grown and s**t Got me feeling hella down, down Tryna smoke a lot so i can cope with it I'm 24 ain't got a crib yet I'm 24 i ain't live yet I'm 24 and hella pissed I can't even thank my momma with a big cheque Theres people living that got less than me So i just try to think the best in these Situations that be stressing me So i don't act out to problems too aggressively Put people really tryna push me People really tryna brush me Out the wrong way On the wrong days But i just know they hella ***** The other night i felt like ending s**t Got me calling up my ex and s**t Got me smoking cigarettes and s**t Alcohol got me confessing s**t Confessing things like How Im mad afraid Mad afraid that this will all fail Telling Pat to get a normal job Telling Dad that i ain't doing well Telling Mom that i done met my days My job got me hella sad and s**t Cause this supposed to be the s**t i love My job supposed to give me happiness On days i dream about my mom screaming Laying down tryna fight for life Tears start run down my face I sit and struggle tryna hide my eyes Cause everybody think I'm strong Everybody think I'm stainless steel Everybody think I'm made of metal They don't get Im ******' made of real They don't get i done slaved for real They don't see i had a major deal They don't know that i slept on a couch Tryna plot s**t out, so i could make it here Theres certain things that i want to say But i don't know how they make you feel They told me "Russ you were made for this" So I'mma work and make a bill (I'mma work and imma) Why won't you hold me Cause things don't look so bright Don't yell console me Cause i been up all night I need you to cry for me Theres not to many that would die for me I know you been waiting I know you been patient Alright check I been contemplating On leaving life But you make me Want to stay (want to stay) And as this night goes on I imagine me holding you clsoe Cause you're the one i trust the most Tears fall on my shoulders Tremble sometimes i get So forgetful that you're always here If not physically Then through me Rest easy, thank you
[00:27.91]Why won't you hold me [00:32.71]Cause things don't look so bright [00:35.05]Don't yell console me [00:39.31]Cause i been up all night [00:41.97]I need you to cry for me [00:48.23]Theres not to many that would die for me [00:55.86]I need you to cry for me [01:01.61]Theres not to many that would die for me [01:08.52]Yeah [01:09.14]Lately man i really been feeling hella cold and s**t [01:11.30]Isolated and alone and s**t [01:12.90]Still waiting on a call from you [01:14.54]But s**ts not a move cause you don't exist [01:16.35]Mom died, I'm feeling old and s**t [01:18.03]Its way to fast how i grown and s**t [01:19.65]Got me feeling hella down, down [01:21.49]Tryna smoke a lot so i can cope with it [01:23.13]I'm 24 ain't got a crib yet [01:24.80]I'm 24 i ain't live yet [01:26.43]I'm 24 and hella pissed [01:28.13]I can't even thank my momma with a big cheque [01:30.07]Theres people living that got less than me [01:31.79]So i just try to think the best in these [01:33.42]Situations that be stressing me [01:35.14]So i don't act out to problems too aggressively [01:36.91]Put people really tryna push me [01:38.47]People really tryna brush me [01:40.37]Out the wrong way [01:41.56]On the wrong days [01:42.28]But i just know they hella ***** [01:43.74]The other night i felt like ending s**t [01:45.49]Got me calling up my ex and s**t [01:47.21]Got me smoking cigarettes and s**t [01:48.94]Alcohol got me confessing s**t [01:50.74]Confessing things like [01:51.43]How Im mad afraid [01:52.56]Mad afraid that this will all fail [01:54.27]Telling Pat to get a normal job [01:55.86]Telling Dad that i ain't doing well [01:57.51]Telling Mom that i done met my days [01:59.25]My job got me hella sad and s**t [02:00.90]Cause this supposed to be the s**t i love [02:02.61]My job supposed to give me happiness [02:04.30]On days i dream about my mom screaming [02:06.05]Laying down tryna fight for life [02:07.78]Tears start run down my face [02:09.46]I sit and struggle tryna hide my eyes [02:11.15]Cause everybody think I'm strong [02:12.86]Everybody think I'm stainless steel [02:14.66]Everybody think I'm made of metal [02:16.53]They don't get Im ******' made of real [02:18.15]They don't get i done slaved for real [02:19.79]They don't see i had a major deal [02:21.46]They don't know that i slept on a couch [02:23.30]Tryna plot s**t out, so i could make it here [02:25.03]Theres certain things that i want to say [02:26.68]But i don't know how they make you feel [02:28.41]They told me "Russ you were made for this" [02:30.11]So I'mma work and make a bill (I'mma work and imma) [02:31.98]Why won't you hold me [02:36.05]Cause things don't look so bright [02:38.43]Don't yell console me [02:42.49]Cause i been up all night [02:45.26]I need you to cry for me [02:51.43]Theres not to many that would die for me [03:00.45]I know you been waiting [03:03.68]I know you been patient [03:08.21]Alright check [03:13.96]I been contemplating [03:16.98]On leaving life [03:18.68]But you make me [03:22.91]Want to stay (want to stay) [03:36.45]And as this night goes on [03:37.56]I imagine me holding you clsoe [03:40.22]Cause you're the one i trust the most [03:43.04]Tears fall on my shoulders [03:45.07]Tremble sometimes i get [03:46.22]So forgetful that you're always here [03:49.21]If not physically [03:51.23]Then through me [03:53.80]Rest easy, thank you
