Maybe things would be way different If I ain't drop out Maybe I would've been normal, just like you Now it's all this paranoia when I hop out Cause everybody wanna catch me Slippin' 'juana show that action But baby, I don't know Is this for sure I drink, I smoke, but can't escape If you ask me what I think, I say Yeah, this s*it gets to me Why do they threaten me? Is this s*it meant for me? Is this s*it meant for me? I'm f****d up mentally Please send some help for me Is this s*it meant for me? Is this s*it meant for me? But s*it, I gave it all to you I watched everybody do well after they left me And they just used me Till they felt that they were good Some girls told me that they loved me But when I was all f****d up You ain't help me You ain't call me, s*it got rough But baby, I don't know Is this for sure? I drink, I smoke, but can't escape If you ask me what I think, I say Yeah, this s*it gets to me Why do they threaten me? Is this s*it meant for me? Is this s*it meant for me? I'm f****d up mentally Please send some help for me Is this s*it meant for me? Is this s*it meant for me? This s*it, I gave it up for good I hear excuses way more than I hear "I love you"s I hear more "**** you"s than "Nobody is above you"s Every girl I tried to talk to Like some normal, basic idiot And I just gotta act like I ain't really pissed, but maybe I am Maybe I'm pissed that I ain't on yet And everybody in my city loves to taunt me Like I won't beat somebody's f*****g ass For throwing dirt on my name I don't ever get no perks from my fame Cause ever person always sees me As a meal ticket, like **** all this s*it I'm really f*****g mad that money exists I'm really mad that everybody chose the clout And these ******* instead of helping me out Like, do I really gotta tell you out loud I saw hell in 2015 And since then s*it ain't changed I got bigger, but people treat me the same Waiting in line for all these clubs That should pay me and people think that I'm crazy, but I got self-worth People just take it Never understood why people gotta Act like heart and love ain't important Why these girls I meet just hurt me and bore me All I asked for was a house for my mama But then she died All you said was that I'd make it here easy, but ***** you lied *****, you lied After that summer I felt like I was running away from this person I'd been for so long And hid it behind all these foolish vices I came home one night incredibly Under the influence and called you Shaking, paranoid, blacking out And hearing you call my name over And over again, panicking Russell, Russell, Russell "Russell? Russell? Wake up"
[00:23.25]Maybe things would be way different [00:26.13]If I ain't drop out [00:29.30]Maybe I would've been normal, just like you [00:34.91]Now it's all this paranoia when I hop out [00:40.53]Cause everybody wanna catch me [00:43.84]Slippin' 'juana show that action [00:46.61]But baby, I don't know [00:49.76]Is this for sure [00:52.63]I drink, I smoke, but can't escape [00:56.28]If you ask me what I think, I say [00:59.14]Yeah, this s*it gets to me [01:01.91]Why do they threaten me? [01:04.65]Is this s*it meant for me? [01:07.59]Is this s*it meant for me? [01:10.78]I'm f****d up mentally [01:13.74]Please send some help for me [01:16.70]Is this s*it meant for me? [01:19.56]Is this s*it meant for me? [01:21.94]But s*it, I gave it all to you [01:23.16]I watched everybody do well after they left me [01:28.68]And they just used me [01:30.47]Till they felt that they were good [01:35.09]Some girls told me that they loved me [01:38.09]But when I was all f****d up [01:40.68]You ain't help me [01:42.56]You ain't call me, s*it got rough [01:45.55]But baby, I don't know [01:48.70]Is this for sure? [01:52.21]I drink, I smoke, but can't escape [01:56.17]If you ask me what I think, I say [01:59.19]Yeah, this s*it gets to me [02:01.94]Why do they threaten me? [02:04.71]Is this s*it meant for me? [02:07.48]Is this s*it meant for me? [02:10.75]I'm f****d up mentally [02:13.67]Please send some help for me [02:16.76]Is this s*it meant for me? [02:19.57]Is this s*it meant for me? [02:21.91]This s*it, I gave it up for good [02:24.12]I hear excuses way more than [02:25.71]I hear "I love you"s [02:26.91]I hear more "**** you"s than [02:28.40]"Nobody is above you"s [02:29.82]Every girl I tried to talk to [02:31.10]Like some normal, basic idiot [02:32.86]And I just gotta act like [02:34.16]I ain't really pissed, but maybe I am [02:36.12]Maybe I'm pissed that I ain't on yet [02:38.18]And everybody in my city loves to taunt me [02:41.03]Like I won't beat somebody's f*****g ass [02:43.08]For throwing dirt on my name [02:44.43]I don't ever get no perks from my fame [02:46.69]Cause ever person always sees me [02:48.38]As a meal ticket, like **** all this s*it [02:50.46]I'm really f*****g mad that money exists [02:52.69]I'm really mad that everybody chose the clout [02:55.03]And these ******* instead of helping me out [02:56.99]Like, do I really gotta tell you out loud [02:59.38]I saw hell in 2015 [03:00.94]And since then s*it ain't changed [03:02.55]I got bigger, but people treat me the same [03:04.68]Waiting in line for all these clubs [03:06.34]That should pay me and people think that [03:07.90]I'm crazy, but I got self-worth [03:09.67]People just take it [03:10.67]Never understood why people gotta [03:12.68]Act like heart and love ain't important [03:14.51]Why these girls I meet just hurt me and bore me [03:16.78]All I asked for was a house for my mama [03:18.89]But then she died [03:19.76]All you said was that [03:20.82]I'd make it here easy, but ***** you lied [03:23.10]*****, you lied [03:27.00]After that summer [03:28.07]I felt like I was running away from this person [03:30.27]I'd been for so long [03:31.43]And hid it behind all these foolish vices [03:33.73]I came home one night incredibly [03:35.44]Under the influence and called you [03:36.57]Shaking, paranoid, blacking out [03:38.96]And hearing you call my name over [03:40.29]And over again, panicking [03:42.30]Russell, Russell, Russell [03:47.18]"Russell? Russell? Wake up"
