Verse 1: Eidolon I don't know why I put myself through this Guess self inflicted misery something I'm getting used to Feel like her puppet though she said no strings Wrapped around your finger but I know I'm getting nothing She wants bruises on her ass but not a kiss up on her cheek ayy Wish we could go back to the nights up in my whip With the high school emo sh1t bumpin talkin sh1t I wish I stopped fxxking up and didn't give a damn But I'm up every night vacant spot up in my bed Something's missing, I put myself first I play your game each week looking forward to the hurt She took a bite out my chest Still wear my heart upon my sleeve Know the days coming quick when I'll be left stuck in the w-eeds Well fxxk it It takes 1 to dip I got me myself and I a fifth of liquor and my wrist So let me smooth my mustache whiskers before I blow you a kiss Wouldn't wanna get these p-ussy ticklers on your brand new dress Verse 2: Richmaiden Fxxked up so what Been tracing all my steps back like where did I go wrong No loss no luck I don't wanna know what happens when you're gone I've been dying just to finally pull you in I just hope that it's not too much to pull you down And I would give it all away to just step back And get rid of all of this gravity around us We were abandoned Nobody found us Nothing is worth it and I've been so fxxking lost I'm just not sure how much more pain these pills can take away Eternity ain't my thing I step back out my body just to watch it fall asleep Externally I dream Of what I could be if these chains didn't hold me back Verse 3: Dev John You and me are never gonna be completely healed And I accept this We're divided by the lies you cried out loud That night inside your bedroom Being one with everyone is dumb Cause one and one's worth more than counting sores Seeing fun as something I can't have Cause we're stuck hiding right behind my silent eyes And they stay wide sometimes When you walk right on by A fire and a smile inside but it don't ever show A liar in the trial denied it but you'll never know A fire and a smile inside but it don't ever show A liar in the trial denied it but you'll never know
[00:22.35]Verse 1: Eidolon [00:27.09]I don't know why I put myself through this [00:29.74]Guess self inflicted misery something I'm getting used to [00:33.41]Feel like her puppet though she said no strings [00:36.95]Wrapped around your finger but I know I'm getting nothing [00:40.21]She wants bruises on her ass but not a kiss up on her cheek ayy [00:43.82]Wish we could go back to the nights up in my whip [00:47.23]With the high school emo sh1t bumpin talkin sh1t [00:50.56]I wish I stopped fxxking up and didn't give a damn [00:53.89]But I'm up every night vacant spot up in my bed [00:57.20]Something's missing, I put myself first [01:00.02]I play your game each week looking forward to the hurt [01:03.50]She took a bite out my chest [01:05.58]Still wear my heart upon my sleeve [01:07.58]Know the days coming quick when I'll be left stuck in the w-eeds [01:10.88]Well fxxk it [01:12.05]It takes 1 to dip [01:13.76]I got me myself and I a fifth of liquor and my wrist [01:17.16]So let me smooth my mustache whiskers before I blow you a kiss [01:20.48]Wouldn't wanna get these p-ussy ticklers on your brand new dress [01:24.90]Verse 2: Richmaiden [01:25.11]Fxxked up so what [01:28.89]Been tracing all my steps back like where did I go wrong [01:32.44]No loss no luck [01:35.65]I don't wanna know what happens when you're gone [01:39.07]I've been dying just to finally pull you in [01:42.61]I just hope that it's not too much to pull you down [01:46.02]And I would give it all away to just step back [01:49.13]And get rid of all of this gravity around us [01:53.61]We were abandoned [01:55.11]Nobody found us [01:56.69]Nothing is worth it and I've been so fxxking lost [02:00.58]I'm just not sure how much more pain these pills can take away [02:06.73]Eternity ain't my thing [02:09.37]I step back out my body just to watch it fall asleep [02:13.40]Externally I dream [02:15.86]Of what I could be if these chains didn't hold me back [02:23.33]Verse 3: Dev John [02:26.95]You and me are never gonna be completely healed [02:31.83]And I accept this [02:33.66]We're divided by the lies you cried out loud [02:37.34]That night inside your bedroom [02:40.30]Being one with everyone is dumb [02:43.30]Cause one and one's worth more than counting sores [02:47.60]Seeing fun as something I can't have [02:49.94]Cause we're stuck hiding right behind my silent eyes [02:55.28]And they stay wide sometimes [02:58.03]When you walk right on by [03:00.90]A fire and a smile inside but it don't ever show [03:04.37]A liar in the trial denied it but you'll never know [03:07.76]A fire and a smile inside but it don't ever show [03:11.13]A liar in the trial denied it but you'll never know
