作词 : A. Balshe/M. Samuels/K. Lewis/B. Kolatalo/B. Kruger 作曲 : A. Balshe/M. Samuels/K. Lewis/B. Kolatalo/B. Kruger Every time I die a little more inside 1da told me to speak on it I'mma speak on it. **** it Mumble rap man Mumble rap right? That's what we doin'? Yeah Alright Wonder if God heard me pray When I was trying to repent If he didn't I know he heard my mother cry over rent Then you wonder Why the mood inside this room is so tense No offense But I don't really got nowhere to go vent Oh yeah success is like a drug And I been high on the scent Feel like I wasted all the money And the time that I spent Maybe the tears inside my eyes Had me blind with revenge I told her even if we crash I'mma ride till the end There I go lying again Don't know why I pretend Hold up Let me try this again Lord you know I never open up Abusing drugs never thinking I was **** enough She's over me when I'm the one that She's supposed to love At least my heart broke enough for the both of us They told me play your part (play your part) Boy we different, you smart Let her lay in your bed Don't ever let a ***** in your heart Still around the same ones that I was with from the start Though the distance got us drifting apart Felt betrayed Swear to God till this day man this **** hit my heart Wanted to shine so bad that I got left in the dark Still love you Can't help but see that kid in the park Runnin' 'round the town Looking for some **** we can start Any issues I was right there with it (I was) I bought my dream house But I been having nightmares in it The game ugly Just tell me why you can't love me (why?) Or why the **** you're ashamed of me You can't judge me That's why I stay numb And the smartest thing I ever did was play dumb (Uh) Staying up nights till my day comes Old memories had me wishin' that we stayed young I'm a mess thinkin' less so I'm saying more I talk to God about you so I'm praying more That's why I smoke a hundred blunts straight Pops left, moms cried for a month straight Used to cry too, but I would never show her Superwoman feel blessed if you ever know her Look at all this **** that we made it through They bugged the house and they raid it too If that ain't ironic I'm a crazy fool Play it cool, baby, play it cool They don't acknowledge my accomplishments My opp was just a optimist I'm copping **** But still I'm not convinced that this is opulence I can probably **** Pocahontas right out her Moccasins Killing everything that I'm authoring like the offering Ten stitches with my limbs twitching You ever went through withdrawals till ya skin itches? Huh Screaming **** what you think Tears falling while I write it down, smudging the ink Please pour out a couple of drinks Sometimes I wish that I was up there with Chinx You wouldn't even care if I ever died So I wrote this for the tears that you'll never cry Lullaby
[00:00.000] 作词 : A. Balshe/M. Samuels/K. Lewis/B. Kolatalo/B. Kruger [00:00.000] 作曲 : A. Balshe/M. Samuels/K. Lewis/B. Kolatalo/B. Kruger [00:00.00]Every time I die a little more inside [00:12.34]1da told me to speak on it [00:13.73]I'mma speak on it. **** it [00:19.44]Mumble rap man [00:21.46]Mumble rap right? [00:24.54]That's what we doin'? [00:25.43]Yeah [00:26.79]Alright [00:27.39]Wonder if God heard me pray [00:28.75]When I was trying to repent [00:29.99]If he didn't [00:30.85]I know he heard my mother cry over rent [00:32.82]Then you wonder [00:33.80]Why the mood inside this room is so tense [00:35.55]No offense [00:36.45]But I don't really got nowhere to go vent [00:38.31]Oh yeah success is like a drug [00:39.91]And I been high on the scent [00:41.24]Feel like I wasted all the money [00:42.66]And the time that I spent [00:44.01]Maybe the tears inside my eyes [00:45.50]Had me blind with revenge [00:46.80]I told her even if we crash [00:48.35]I'mma ride till the end [00:49.65]There I go lying again [00:51.22]Don't know why I pretend [00:52.41]Hold up [00:53.36]Let me try this again [00:55.08]Lord you know I never open up [00:56.77]Abusing drugs never thinking I was **** enough [00:59.81]She's over me when I'm the one that [01:01.63]She's supposed to love [01:02.64]At least my heart broke enough for the both of us [01:05.52]They told me play your part (play your part) [01:07.88]Boy we different, you smart [01:09.19]Let her lay in your bed [01:10.29]Don't ever let a ***** in your heart [01:11.88]Still around the same ones that [01:13.41]I was with from the start [01:14.69]Though the distance got us drifting apart [01:16.64]Felt betrayed [01:17.70]Swear to God till this day man this **** hit my heart [01:20.17]Wanted to shine so bad that I got left in the dark [01:22.87]Still love you [01:23.99]Can't help but see that kid in the park [01:25.83]Runnin' 'round the town [01:27.05]Looking for some **** we can start [01:28.64]Any issues I was right there with it (I was) [01:31.20]I bought my dream house [01:32.35]But I been having nightmares in it [01:34.33]The game ugly [01:35.79]Just tell me why you can't love me (why?) [01:37.96]Or why the **** you're ashamed of me [01:39.38]You can't judge me [01:40.46]That's why I stay numb [01:42.44]And the smartest thing I ever did was play dumb (Uh) [01:45.98]Staying up nights till my day comes [01:48.04]Old memories had me wishin' that we stayed young [01:50.84]I'm a mess thinkin' less so I'm saying more [01:54.33]I talk to God about you so I'm praying more [01:57.06]That's why I smoke a hundred blunts straight [02:00.04]Pops left, moms cried for a month straight [02:02.75]Used to cry too, but I would never show her [02:05.72]Superwoman feel blessed if you ever know her [02:08.28]Look at all this **** that we made it through [02:11.04]They bugged the house and they raid it too [02:13.90]If that ain't ironic I'm a crazy fool [02:16.87]Play it cool, baby, play it cool [02:18.85]They don't acknowledge my accomplishments [02:20.84]My opp was just a optimist [02:22.05]I'm copping **** [02:22.85]But still I'm not convinced that this is opulence [02:24.84]I can probably **** Pocahontas right out her Moccasins [02:27.68]Killing everything that [02:28.80]I'm authoring like the offering [02:30.38]Ten stitches with my limbs twitching [02:32.72]You ever went through withdrawals till ya skin itches? [02:35.61]Huh [02:37.12]Screaming **** what you think [02:38.53]Tears falling while I write it down, smudging the ink [02:41.25]Please pour out a couple of drinks [02:44.20]Sometimes I wish that I was up there with Chinx [02:47.15]You wouldn't even care if I ever died [02:50.42]So I wrote this for the tears that you'll never cry [02:53.47]Lullaby