I wonder if you can see I wonder if you can tell I wonder if you see through The mask I wear so well for you I'll never let you know what's going on inside me My shame, locks me down All the things I wanted to tell you All the things I never will Every time you reached out to me All I did was push you away I can't unchain the beast That screams inside me I hate it, it's what I amIt makes me sick to be so mean From where I've been and what I've seenFrom top to bottom, I am obscene It stands in my place It spits in my face ShameYou smile at me, I smile back You ask me how I amI tell you that I'm fineI don't why I'm so torn up inside my mind The darkness, it swallows me whole It makes me sick to be so mean From what I've been and what I've seenFrom top to bottom, I am obscene It stands in my place It spits in my face It's shame, shame It's shame It makes that old lie It makes that old lie It makes me look at myself And say"Man, you're doing just fineYou're doing great" I'm not living in a lie I'm not living in a lie or am I?It makes me sick to be so mean From what I've been and what I've seenFrom top to bottom, I am obscene It stands in my place It spits in my face ShameDon't go too deep Don't ask me why Don't try to know me Don't make me lie I wish I didn't know the things I do so well I try to change But it's what I amIt makes me sick to be so mean From what I've been and what I've seenFrom top to bottom, I am obscene It stands in my place It spits in my face It's shame, shame It's shame, shame I'm not living in a lie, am I?I'm not living in a lie, am I?Naw
I wonder if you can see I wonder if you can tell I wonder if you see through The mask I wear so well for you I'll never let you know what's going on inside me My shame, locks me down All the things I wanted to tell you All the things I never will Every time you reached out to me All I did was push you away I can't unchain the beast That screams inside me I hate it, it's what I amIt makes me sick to be so mean From where I've been and what I've seenFrom top to bottom, I am obscene It stands in my place It spits in my face ShameYou smile at me, I smile back You ask me how I amI tell you that I'm fineI don't why I'm so torn up inside my mind The darkness, it swallows me whole It makes me sick to be so mean From what I've been and what I've seenFrom top to bottom, I am obscene It stands in my place It spits in my face It's shame, shame It's shame It makes that old lie It makes that old lie It makes me look at myself And say"Man, you're doing just fineYou're doing great" I'm not living in a lie I'm not living in a lie or am I?It makes me sick to be so mean From what I've been and what I've seenFrom top to bottom, I am obscene It stands in my place It spits in my face ShameDon't go too deep Don't ask me why Don't try to know me Don't make me lie I wish I didn't know the things I do so well I try to change But it's what I amIt makes me sick to be so mean From what I've been and what I've seenFrom top to bottom, I am obscene It stands in my place It spits in my face It's shame, shame It's shame, shame I'm not living in a lie, am I?I'm not living in a lie, am I?Naw
