Pencilin' on a pad I been on my thoughts, like crazy, I need you back Prayers to the most high when I’m most high **** a good day, I'm happier when I'm sad I been on the road and speakin’ to no one else The money come in low, I'm dealin' with what I'm dealt This is for my unborn child, needed my help I'm lookin' for the type of the freedom that I ain't felt It's only gone to waste if you buyin’ a Gucci belt But we Gucci when we excel and that Gucci is not for sale Damn, don’t you leave me when I rebel My baby says she loves me, but she needs me to be myself Room full of vultures, cool, I'm coastin’ You be boastin', chain on flex, but you be chokin' Ain't no jokin’, I been floatin' Off that green I'm smokin', they don't want this Smoke when I step up, east side resident Drink club president, made it out the ends and I'm the evidence Still gotta check on my mama, make sure she good She loves it when I come back for Christmas and eat the food There's nothin' like a blessing that's precious to what you do I'm learnin' to be honest with people that needed truth I'm keepin' it one hundred, I'm hopin' you keep it, too See, growin' is a process, I needed to see it through Damn Is this what you want from me? I give you all of me What it's supposed to be I'm learnin', I'm keepin' you closer Scared that my heart's gone colder Grindin' it out 'til it's over Take hold, and now you know Workin' it once I can Promise is forever, I'm startin' to understand The boulder's on my shoulders, I'm startin' to take a stand I gotta show the way for our people to make it out I was youth club killin' Kickin' bull when they gave the notice for eviction Sixteen had about five bills for it I gave it to my moms and told her I was down for it She told me that it's cool, that's at least a couple months I could tell by the look on her face it wasn't enough **** it, we roll with the punches 'cause that's what's up And our people would try and front I try not to go there, but **** it, it's what they want I never live my life for the vision of someone else I really gotta see, get a feel for it for myself Couple years back I was feelin' it with my health Yeah, I put on weight, I was hidin' from what I felt Bills, bills, bills had me feelin' like I ain't s**t Splashed a couple thousand, was strugglin' with the rent Thinkin' to myself, "How I get this deep? How I'm deep in the hole, and how my fam don't know?" Tryna keep the smile good to avoid convo But that s**t build up and them tears build up So if you're lookin' for a shoulder you can lean on Just to get the steam off, thinkin' what I kept closed up Damn Is this what you want from me? I give you all of me What it's supposed to be I'm learnin', I'm keepin' you closer Scared that my heart's gone colder Grindin' it out 'til it's over Take hold, and now you know That I been patient lately And though I been racin' lately All I know is darkness lately Ahh, yeah (Ahh, yeah) Prayin' that this world don't take me, no Everything I gave to my heart and soul I'm in need for somethin' that is real and not false Love me as I am, no, when I go and I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know...
[00:22.96]Pencilin' on a pad [00:24.34]I been on my thoughts, like crazy, I need you back [00:27.04]Prayers to the most high when I’m most high [00:29.73]**** a good day, I'm happier when I'm sad [00:32.37]I been on the road and speakin’ to no one else [00:35.15]The money come in low, I'm dealin' with what I'm dealt [00:37.93]This is for my unborn child, needed my help [00:40.64]I'm lookin' for the type of the freedom that I ain't felt [00:43.45]It's only gone to waste if you buyin’ a Gucci belt [00:45.98]But we Gucci when we excel and that Gucci is not for sale [00:48.49]Damn, don’t you leave me when I rebel [00:51.37]My baby says she loves me, but she needs me to be myself [00:54.20]Room full of vultures, cool, I'm coastin’ [00:56.96]You be boastin', chain on flex, but you be chokin' [00:59.90]Ain't no jokin’, I been floatin' [01:01.84]Off that green I'm smokin', they don't want this [01:04.64]Smoke when I step up, east side resident [01:07.51]Drink club president, made it out the ends and I'm the evidence [01:10.76]Still gotta check on my mama, make sure she good [01:13.34]She loves it when I come back for Christmas and eat the food [01:15.89]There's nothin' like a blessing that's precious to what you do [01:18.61]I'm learnin' to be honest with people that needed truth [01:21.56]I'm keepin' it one hundred, I'm hopin' you keep it, too [01:24.27]See, growin' is a process, I needed to see it through [01:26.89]Damn [01:28.76]Is this what you want from me? [01:31.40]I give you all of me [01:34.10]What it's supposed to be [01:36.71]I'm learnin', I'm keepin' you closer [01:39.40]Scared that my heart's gone colder [01:42.02]Grindin' it out 'til it's over [01:44.76]Take hold, and now you know [01:47.96]Workin' it once I can [01:51.66]Promise is forever, I'm startin' to understand [01:54.22]The boulder's on my shoulders, I'm startin' to take a stand [01:56.91]I gotta show the way for our people to make it out [01:59.61]I was youth club killin' [02:01.21]Kickin' bull when they gave the notice for eviction [02:03.80]Sixteen had about five bills for it [02:06.57]I gave it to my moms and told her I was down for it [02:09.23]She told me that it's cool, that's at least a couple months [02:11.93]I could tell by the look on her face it wasn't enough [02:14.75]**** it, we roll with the punches 'cause that's what's up [02:17.56]And our people would try and front [02:18.90]I try not to go there, but **** it, it's what they want [02:21.47]I never live my life for the vision of someone else [02:24.18]I really gotta see, get a feel for it for myself [02:26.81]Couple years back I was feelin' it with my health [02:29.75]Yeah, I put on weight, I was hidin' from what I felt [02:32.43]Bills, bills, bills had me feelin' like I ain't s**t [02:35.14]Splashed a couple thousand, was strugglin' with the rent [02:37.81]Thinkin' to myself, "How I get this deep? [02:40.48]How I'm deep in the hole, and how my fam don't know?" [02:43.14]Tryna keep the smile good to avoid convo [02:45.85]But that s**t build up and them tears build up [02:48.60]So if you're lookin' for a shoulder you can lean on [02:51.06]Just to get the steam off, thinkin' what I kept closed up [02:53.98]Damn [02:54.79]Is this what you want from me? [02:59.40]I give you all of me [03:01.57]What it's supposed to be [03:03.99]I'm learnin', I'm keepin' you closer [03:06.61]Scared that my heart's gone colder [03:09.30]Grindin' it out 'til it's over [03:12.00]Take hold, and now you know [03:15.33]That I been patient lately [03:17.84]And though I been racin' lately [03:20.60]All I know is darkness lately [03:23.34]Ahh, yeah (Ahh, yeah) [03:26.67]Prayin' that this world don't take me, no [03:29.03]Everything I gave to my heart and soul [03:31.79]I'm in need for somethin' that is real and not false [03:34.57]Love me as I am, no, when I go and I know [03:39.36]I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know... [03:49.93]
