I used to hop picket fences. drop into the next crib dodge speedin' benzes to get to where to my friends lived now it's pullin' out whips from the crib tryna shine. mad problems when everything's so expensive my life. i'm tryna find a way to live it surrounded by ********. deal with it every minute 'cause homies'll hate you, but they'll never admit it i'm just tryna find the straight path leading to the finish it's hard to find something worth believing in these days troubles got me thinkin' of returning to thief ways night terrors always making me sleep late maybe all the drama is the reason that we blaze cops claim permission to use light force put your face on the pavement, your new white forces covered in mud. a mom's tears thicker than blood I guess even in the midst of darkness, there's good. huh
[VERSE 2] I remember holdin' onto crushes. tryna be sweet I used to stumble on my words whenever that girl speak and so i'd put it down in letters on some looseleaf sheets I would've traded anything for just a kiss on the cheek and now. bigger dreams. tryna get on tv but even with exposure, will the right girl see me? the nice kind of girl, they don't ever believe me and the other type of chick give it up way too easy but get caught up, you get slowed down I need a lady raisin' me up, and holdin' me down it's hard to find something genuine now instead of momentary passions happening when you're in town I'm sick of kisses that are less intimate than a hug they lack sentiment. kinda like the stems of a bud but every once in a while, it feel the way that it should I guess even in the midst of nothing, there's love. huh
[VERSE 3] I seen light in this tunnel. shining mad bright but the shining's gone dim and i been stuck in that night illumination gave me vision. let me see what was right but now illumination's missing and i've lost my sight a little lost in this darkness. needing some changing I had sight then i lost it. but His grace is amazing still i'm struck with guilt at times. the feeling is ancient don't know how much longer i can say that this doesn't faze me after introspection i can see why they blame me looking back i wonder if it's really the same me and certain insecurities are picking me daily man, i've hurt so many girls. pissed 'cause this one played me homies betrayed me. left me for good so i'm shaky. what's faker than a false brotherhood? only Jesus can save me. need help from above I know even in the midst of hate, God is love. what
[CHORUS] what's the meaning of life, if there aint love and nobody to trust when u need it there are many things, in the world u see but it just aint what it seems so i keep on fighting for my dreams take a step with my feet following my heartbeat praise the one for the life, love and faith
I used to hop picket fences. drop into the next crib dodge speedin' benzes to get to where to my friends lived now it's pullin' out whips from the crib tryna shine. mad problems when everything's so expensive my life. i'm tryna find a way to live it surrounded by ********. deal with it every minute 'cause homies'll hate you, but they'll never admit it i'm just tryna find the straight path leading to the finish it's hard to find something worth believing in these days troubles got me thinkin' of returning to thief ways night terrors always making me sleep late maybe all the drama is the reason that we blaze cops claim permission to use light force put your face on the pavement, your new white forces covered in mud. a mom's tears thicker than blood I guess even in the midst of darkness, there's good. huh
[VERSE 2] I remember holdin' onto crushes. tryna be sweet I used to stumble on my words whenever that girl speak and so i'd put it down in letters on some looseleaf sheets I would've traded anything for just a kiss on the cheek and now. bigger dreams. tryna get on tv but even with exposure, will the right girl see me? the nice kind of girl, they don't ever believe me and the other type of chick give it up way too easy but get caught up, you get slowed down I need a lady raisin' me up, and holdin' me down it's hard to find something genuine now instead of momentary passions happening when you're in town I'm sick of kisses that are less intimate than a hug they lack sentiment. kinda like the stems of a bud but every once in a while, it feel the way that it should I guess even in the midst of nothing, there's love. huh
[VERSE 3] I seen light in this tunnel. shining mad bright but the shining's gone dim and i been stuck in that night illumination gave me vision. let me see what was right but now illumination's missing and i've lost my sight a little lost in this darkness. needing some changing I had sight then i lost it. but His grace is amazing still i'm struck with guilt at times. the feeling is ancient don't know how much longer i can say that this doesn't faze me after introspection i can see why they blame me looking back i wonder if it's really the same me and certain insecurities are picking me daily man, i've hurt so many girls. pissed 'cause this one played me homies betrayed me. left me for good so i'm shaky. what's faker than a false brotherhood? only Jesus can save me. need help from above I know even in the midst of hate, God is love. what
[CHORUS] what's the meaning of life, if there aint love and nobody to trust when u need it there are many things, in the world u see but it just aint what it seems so i keep on fighting for my dreams take a step with my feet following my heartbeat praise the one for the life, love and faith
