I was living alone with all my friends I didn't know my place One moment they loved, laughed and cared And another started to hate
I was running to them Beging to stay, didn't they understand All I wanted was them to see what's real Try to forgive and forget And they thought I was mad But I was just sad
I knew they had won and wished me away I was left behind I had to look up and find them again All I found was my lies
They deserted my life Hit me hard, turned cold as ice I thought I knew who they were Now they'd dropped their disguise
And they thought I was mad Still sad I just wanted to cry They wanted me to die
Hundreds of moments that I've forgot Too many words that I'd not mind Thoudsands of dreams didn't come true Losing someone and they all blame me
I renewed myself still scarves were sore But I learned to live again Baby steps I'd walk a mile And didn't turn my head I don't know why I called them friends Cause they didn't forgive and forget A new life and a new sunrise Lonely but free
So I was mad No more sad Wanted to cry Wanted me to die
I was living alone with all my friends I didn't know my place One moment they loved, laughed and cared And another started to hate
I was running to them Beging to stay, didn't they understand All I wanted was them to see what's real Try to forgive and forget And they thought I was mad But I was just sad
I knew they had won and wished me away I was left behind I had to look up and find them again All I found was my lies
They deserted my life Hit me hard, turned cold as ice I thought I knew who they were Now they'd dropped their disguise
And they thought I was mad Still sad I just wanted to cry They wanted me to die
Hundreds of moments that I've forgot Too many words that I'd not mind Thoudsands of dreams didn't come true Losing someone and they all blame me
I renewed myself still scarves were sore But I learned to live again Baby steps I'd walk a mile And didn't turn my head I don't know why I called them friends Cause they didn't forgive and forget A new life and a new sunrise Lonely but free
So I was mad No more sad Wanted to cry Wanted me to die
