[Intro: Myalansky] Shit, sometimes man I just Get stressed out I be like damn yo I wanna go over here and smack a ***** up You know what I'm sayin' Crime Syndicate shit though *****s know us Know what I'm saying my peeps put me on For real ... shit's ****ed up yo You know what I'm saying religion's all good But where was heaven? Yo [Verse 1: Myalansky] An ordinary cat from outta projects Since I was younger though Mom raised her children Pops dipped a long time ago In my mind I see flashbacks I had no fancy clothes Skinny, ugly, notty head ***** crying with snotty nose Even though my father neglect he paid the child support Hadn't seen him all these years, I hug his ass in court Always saying I'm coming to get you, and I be waiting to Holiday and birthday presents was never coming through 'Member at the age 13, I started smoking weed Hangin' out wit cats that was older, I start to run the street Dropped outta high school, selling drugs, impressing chics Spent most my cheddar on gear My mans was buying whips New York, Jamaican, Miami *****s Flooded Virginia quick Co-signing work, only if buying Prices was high as shit 'Member when I first got hit I seen the iron spit 50 cats bendin' one corner, bleeding where pellet hit My man Shawn, he held on strong Slug burnt through his lower back side Cracked his spine, exit his arm Lost him twice on the hospital table And when he died, I cried my eyes out I couldn't take it (damn damn) But the same things continued to happen *****s got bust I'm a kid with a grown man's mind turning corrupt Playing innocent infront of my elders I was running with them cats that be robbing too I couldn't tell her If my name was up in any type trouble My moms would tell me Just like you brothers, into some shit, go get a job or something Just a little bum on the street Not working hard for nottin' Scratch I made whenever pumping I hit her off wit' something Making sure the crib stay tight For real I weren't no dummy Timmy where you gettin' this money By washin cars, be lying Saying anything 'sides drugs selling My sister seen me on the block Transact with fiends, saying I'ma tell it Growing up was hell no doubt I wonder where was heaven [Interlude: Myalansky] For real though Always look for that place call heaven It's never there I seen my man's an' 'em gets.. just get blasted On the block Know what I'm saying? I go in the crib I got stains all over my shirt Know what I'm saying? And my mom's knew the type of shit I was going through Cause I was a project kid [Verse 2: Myalansky] Now I'm a grown man Still It's like life dealt me the wrong hand Cat's that was my man be frontin' Or either found dead Sound sad, incarcerated, just turned a new dad Remembering them long ten months from slingin' crack bags Mom put me out with the quickness Carry your black ass I'm still coming back to the crib Oh so you back? Yeah Ma, I just came to holler at you, see how you doing Nothing's changed after all these years Still hustle for some gear Smoke weed, still drink beers I tell you from my heart Yo, times I'm like yeah [Outro: Myalansky] I wonder if heaven has a place on this planet You'd find me right there Just a kid though All I wanna roll wit
[00:00.431][Intro: Myalansky] [00:02.730]Shit, sometimes man I just [00:05.133]Get stressed out I be like damn yo [00:07.327]I wanna go over here and smack a ***** up [00:11.115]You know what I'm sayin' [00:12.108]Crime Syndicate shit though *****s know us [00:14.171]Know what I'm saying my peeps put me on [00:16.078]For real ... shit's ****ed up yo [00:19.526]You know what I'm saying religion's all good [00:21.355]But where was heaven? Yo [00:23.471][Verse 1: Myalansky] [00:24.359]An ordinary cat from outta projects [00:26.423]Since I was younger though [00:27.964]Mom raised her children [00:29.009]Pops dipped a long time ago [00:30.968]In my mind I see flashbacks [00:32.509]I had no fancy clothes [00:33.737]Skinny, ugly, notty head ***** crying with snotty nose [00:36.689]Even though my father neglect he paid the child support [00:39.693]Hadn't seen him all these years, I hug his ass in court [00:42.775]Always saying I'm coming to get you, and I be waiting to [00:45.701]Holiday and birthday presents was never coming through [00:48.731]'Member at the age 13, I started smoking weed [00:51.683]Hangin' out wit cats that was older, I start to run the street [00:54.687]Dropped outta high school, selling drugs, impressing chics [00:57.744]Spent most my cheddar on gear [00:59.468]My mans was buying whips [01:00.591]New York, Jamaican, Miami *****s [01:02.576]Flooded Virginia quick [01:03.595]Co-signing work, only if buying [01:05.293]Prices was high as shit [01:06.651]'Member when I first got hit [01:08.193]I seen the iron spit [01:09.838]50 cats bendin' one corner, bleeding where pellet hit [01:12.607]My man Shawn, he held on strong [01:14.384]Slug burnt through his lower back side [01:16.682]Cracked his spine, exit his arm [01:18.276]Lost him twice on the hospital table [01:20.392]And when he died, I cried my eyes out [01:22.168]I couldn't take it (damn damn) [01:24.493]But the same things continued to happen [01:26.374]*****s got bust [01:27.366]I'm a kid with a grown man's mind turning corrupt [01:30.318]Playing innocent infront of my elders [01:32.330]I was running with them cats that be robbing too [01:35.282]I couldn't tell her [01:36.405]If my name was up in any type trouble [01:38.416]My moms would tell me [01:40.114]Just like you brothers, into some shit, go get a job or something [01:42.700]Just a little bum on the street [01:44.320]Not working hard for nottin' [01:45.704]Scratch I made whenever pumping [01:47.481]I hit her off wit' something [01:48.735]Making sure the crib stay tight [01:50.197]For real I weren't no dummy [01:51.608]Timmy where you gettin' this money [01:53.620]By washin cars, be lying [01:54.691]Saying anything 'sides drugs selling [01:56.650]My sister seen me on the block [01:58.348]Transact with fiends, saying I'ma tell it [02:00.646]Growing up was hell no doubt [02:02.475]I wonder where was heaven [02:03.781][Interlude: Myalansky] [02:04.669]For real though [02:07.073]Always look for that place call heaven [02:09.920]It's never there [02:11.383]I seen my man's an' 'em gets.. just get blasted [02:14.100]On the block [02:15.171]Know what I'm saying? [02:15.876]I go in the crib I got stains all over my shirt [02:18.357]Know what I'm saying? [02:19.768]And my mom's knew the type of shit I was going through [02:22.851]Cause I was a project kid [02:24.261][Verse 2: Myalansky] [02:24.496]Now I'm a grown man [02:25.437]Still It's like life dealt me the wrong hand [02:27.474]Cat's that was my man be frontin' [02:29.198]Or either found dead [02:30.557]Sound sad, incarcerated, just turned a new dad [02:33.404]Remembering them long ten months from slingin' crack bags [02:36.460]Mom put me out with the quickness [02:38.420]Carry your black ass [02:39.647]I'm still coming back to the crib [02:41.606]Oh so you back? Yeah [02:42.651]Ma, I just came to holler at you, see how you doing [02:45.316]Nothing's changed after all these years [02:47.510]Still hustle for some gear [02:49.156]Smoke weed, still drink beers [02:51.089]I tell you from my heart [02:52.630]Yo, times I'm like yeah [02:53.988][Outro: Myalansky] [02:54.563]I wonder if heaven has a place on this planet [02:56.522]You'd find me right there [03:07.233]Just a kid though [03:08.904]All I wanna roll wit [03:10.785]
