Praying for myself, these thoughts I try to hide I have faith in me and hope this will survive But it's tearing me apart, I can't hear the words by which I guideSo I must ask again, "Who will carry me?" I cannot deny that nothing can defend From the helplessness that's cutting deep inside And I cannot prevent the thought that nothing's real Seems I've waited years for this day to end The strength I need to feel, the pride inside of me Are not there behind the face staring back at me The anger and the pain of knowing where I amI have come so far and I cannot return Nothing I can do that I have not done No words I can say, no truth left that I can seeSo must I let this end and everything fall apart Before I live my life as I have always done Tell me what to do so I do nothing wrong Something I can hope for, something real that I can seeSo nothing falls apart, so that it does not end I cannot return, I can't start again Nothing to deny, nothing to defend From the helplessness cutting me so deep inside And I can't prevent the thought that nothing's real It seems I've waited years for this day to end Praying for myself, these thoughts I try to hide I have faith in me and hope this will survive But it's tearing me apart, I can't hear the words by which I guideSo I must ask again who will carry me Nothing I can do that I have not done No words I can say, no truth left that I can seeSo must I let this end and everything fall apart Before I live my life as I have always done Tell me what to do so I do nothing wrong Something I can hope for, something real that I can seeSo nothing falls apart, so this does not end I cannot return, I can't start again Nothing I can do that I have not done No words I can say, no truth left that I can seeSo must I let this end and everything fall apart Before I live my life as I have always done Tell me what to do so I do nothing wrong Something I can hope for, something real that I can seeSo nothing falls apart, so this does not end I cannot return, I can't start again
Praying for myself, these thoughts I try to hide I have faith in me and hope this will survive But it's tearing me apart, I can't hear the words by which I guideSo I must ask again, "Who will carry me?" I cannot deny that nothing can defend From the helplessness that's cutting deep inside And I cannot prevent the thought that nothing's real Seems I've waited years for this day to end The strength I need to feel, the pride inside of me Are not there behind the face staring back at me The anger and the pain of knowing where I amI have come so far and I cannot return Nothing I can do that I have not done No words I can say, no truth left that I can seeSo must I let this end and everything fall apart Before I live my life as I have always done Tell me what to do so I do nothing wrong Something I can hope for, something real that I can seeSo nothing falls apart, so that it does not end I cannot return, I can't start again Nothing to deny, nothing to defend From the helplessness cutting me so deep inside And I can't prevent the thought that nothing's real It seems I've waited years for this day to end Praying for myself, these thoughts I try to hide I have faith in me and hope this will survive But it's tearing me apart, I can't hear the words by which I guideSo I must ask again who will carry me Nothing I can do that I have not done No words I can say, no truth left that I can seeSo must I let this end and everything fall apart Before I live my life as I have always done Tell me what to do so I do nothing wrong Something I can hope for, something real that I can seeSo nothing falls apart, so this does not end I cannot return, I can't start again Nothing I can do that I have not done No words I can say, no truth left that I can seeSo must I let this end and everything fall apart Before I live my life as I have always done Tell me what to do so I do nothing wrong Something I can hope for, something real that I can seeSo nothing falls apart, so this does not end I cannot return, I can't start again
