I woke up from the same dream: falling backwards, falling backwards ’til it turned me inside out. now i live a waking life of looking backwards, looking backwards; a model citizen of doubt. until one day i had enough of this exercise of trust. i leaned in and let it hurt, and let my body feel the dirt. when i break pattern, i break ground. i rebuild when i break down. i wake up more awake than i’ve ever been before. still i’m pinned under the weight of what i believed would keep me safe. so show me where my armor ends, show me where my skin begins. like a final puzzle piece it all makes perfect sense to me… the heaviness that i hold in my heart belongs to gravity. the heaviness that i hold in my heart’s been crushing me. i’ve been worried all my life, a nervous wreck most of the time. i’ve always been afraid of heights, of falling backwards, falling backwards. i’ve been worried all my life. until one day i had enough of this exercise of trust. i leaned in and let it hurt, and let my body feel the dirt. when i break pattern, i break ground. i rebuild when i break down. i wake up more awake than i’ve ever been before. still i’m pinned under the weight of what i believed would keep me safe. so show me where my armor ends, show me where my skin begins. like a final puzzle piece it all makes perfect sense to me… the heaviness that i hold in my heart belongs to gravity.
[00:12.02]I woke up from the same dream: [00:15.27]falling backwards, falling backwards [00:18.52]’til it turned me inside out. [00:24.89]now i live a waking life [00:27.82]of looking backwards, looking backwards; [00:31.45]a model citizen of doubt. [00:37.00]until one day i had enough [00:40.19]of this exercise of trust. [00:43.37]i leaned in and let it hurt, [00:46.10]and let my body feel the dirt. [00:49.38]when i break pattern, i break ground. [00:52.50]i rebuild when i break down. [00:56.12]i wake up more awake than i’ve ever been before. [01:09.16]still i’m pinned under the weight [01:12.14]of what i believed would keep me safe. [01:15.42]so show me where my armor ends, [01:18.56]show me where my skin begins. [01:21.73]like a final puzzle piece [01:24.82]it all makes perfect sense to me… [01:28.19]the heaviness that i hold in my heart belongs to gravity. [01:34.69]the heaviness that i hold in my heart’s been crushing me. [01:51.40]i’ve been worried all my life, [01:57.64]a nervous wreck most of the time. [02:03.84]i’ve always been afraid of heights, [02:36.20][02:33.11][02:29.97][02:07.15]of falling backwards, falling backwards. [02:23.62][02:17.11][02:10.39]i’ve been worried all my life. [02:42.17]until one day i had enough [02:45.14]of this exercise of trust. [02:48.28]i leaned in and let it hurt, [02:51.07]and let my body feel the dirt. [02:54.36]when i break pattern, i break ground. [02:57.30]i rebuild when i break down. [03:01.02]i wake up more awake than i’ve ever been before. [03:07.63]still i’m pinned under the weight [03:10.32]of what i believed would keep me safe. [03:13.75]so show me where my armor ends, [03:16.47]show me where my skin begins. [03:20.10]like a final puzzle piece [03:23.03]it all makes perfect sense to me… [03:33.27][03:26.52]the heaviness that i hold in my heart belongs to gravity.