8. Suite Sister Mary [SPOKEN] [Dr. X:] "Kill her. That's all you have to do." [Nikki:] "Kill Mary?" [Dr. X:] "She's a risk, and get the priest as well."
10 P.M., I feel the rain coming down My face feels the wet, my mind the storm Flashing lights as people race to find shelter from the pour Moving silent, through the streets, they're mine, they're mine
Midnite, she sings praises in the Hall To saintly faces hallowed be their names she can't recall Sister Mary, virgin Mary, silent with her sin ( [Mary:] "What are you doing out in the rain?" ) She feels me, I can taste her breath when she speaks ( [Mary:] "I've been waiting for you. Come in." )
Mary, Mary just a whore for the underground They made you pay in guilt for your salvation Thought you had them fooled? Now they've sent me for you You know too much for your own good Don't offer me faith, I've got all I need here My faith is growing, growing tight against the seam What we need is trust, to keep us both alive Help us make it through the night [Mary] I've no more want of any faith Binds my arm and feed my mind The only peace I've ever known I'll close my eyes and you shoot No Mary, listen, you've got to pull your strength from my lips I pray I feed you well Your precious cross is gone, it made me wait so long For what you gave to everyone The priest is cold and dead on his knees he fed From my barrel of death, he turned the Holy water red As he died he said thank you I just watched him bleed [Mary] I feel the flow, the blessed stain Sweating hands like fire, and flames Burn my thighs, spread in sacrificial rite The hallowed altar burns my flesh once more tonight Mary, sweet lady of pain Always alone Blind you search for the truth I see myself in you, parallel lives Winding at light-speed through time
No time to rest yet We've got to stop his game Before madness has the final laugh Too much bloodshed We're being used and fed Like rats in experiments No final outcome here Only pain and fear It's followed us both all our lives There's one thing left to see Will it be him or me? There's one more candle left to light [Mary] Don't turn your back on my disgrace The blood of Christ can't heal my wounds...so deep The sins of man are all I taste Can't spit the memory from my mind I can't cry anymore Mary, my lady of pain, always alone Blind you search for the truth I see myself in you, parallel lives Winding at light-speed through time, you're mine
9. The Needle Lies [SPOKEN] [Nikki:] "I've had enough and I WANT OUT!" [Dr. X:] "You can't walk away now." [Laughs]
I looked back once And all I saw was his face Smiling, the needle crying Walking out of his room With mirrors, afraid I heard him scream You'll never get away
Cold and shaking I crawled down alleys to try And scrape away the tracks that marked me Slammed my face into walls of concrete I stared, amazed at the words written on the wall Don't ever trust Don't ever trust the needle, it lies Don't ever trust Don't ever trust the needle when it cries... Cries your name
Wet and raving The needle keeps calling me back To bloody my hands forever Carved my cure with the blade That left me in scars Now every time I'm weak Words scream from my arm Don't ever trust Don't ever trust the needle, it lies Don't ever trust Don't ever trust the needle when it cries... Cries your name Don't ever trust Don't ever trust the needle, it lies Don't ever trust Don't ever trust the needle when it cries... Cries your name 10. Electric Requiem ([Nikki:] "Anybody home? Mary?")
Even in death You still look sad Don't leave me Don't leave me...here I want what you feel, believe me Turn the current on [Guitar solo, instrumental] 11. Breaking The Silence They told me to run, but just how far? Can I go wearing the black mask of fear? The hate in my eyes always gives me away The tension building slowly Now I lost everything I had in you Nothing we shared means a thing Without you close to me I can't live without you Breaking the silence of the night Can't you hear me screaming? I look for your face in the neon light You never answer me There's no direction to my stare No more flame burning in my heart anymore Quiet, I keep it to myself Until the sun sets slowly I hear your voice in the evening rain calling Nothing will keep us apart No more lies and fear There's no end to our story Breaking the silence of the night Can't you hear me screaming? I look for your face in the neon light You never answer I could make all the wrong seem right If you were by my side I'd gather all the tears you cried And hide them deep underground [Guitar solo] Can't look back, it's just a waste of time Can't erase this hate from my eyes Breaking the silence of the night Through the streets I'm screaming Looking for you in the neon light Why don't you answer me? Breaking the silence with my cries Can't you hear me screaming? We could make all this wrong seem right But you never answer me
12. I Don't Believe In Love I awoke on impact Under surveillance from the camera eye Searching high and low The criminal mind found at the scene of the crime Handcuffed and blind, I didn't do it She said she loved me I guess I never knew But do we ever, ever really know? She said she'd meet me on the other side But I knew right then, I'd never find her I don't believe in love I never have, I never will I don't believe in love It's never worth the pain that you feel No more nightmares, I've seen them all From the day I was born, they've haunted my every move Every open hand's there to push and shove No time for love it doesn't matter She made a difference I guess she had a way Of making every night seem bright as day Now I walk in shadows, never see the light She must have lied 'cause she never said goodbye I don't believe in love I never have, I never will I don't believe in love I'll just pretend she never was real I don't believe in lovev I need to forget her face, I seeit still I don't believe in love It's never worth the pain that you feel [Guitar solo] No chance for contact There's no raison d'etre My only hope is one day I'll forget The pain of knowing what can never be With or without love it's all the same to me I don't believe in love I never have, I never will I don't believe in love I'll just pretend she never was real I don't believe in love I need to forget her face, I see it still I don't believe in love It's never worth the pain that you feel
13. Waiting For 22 [Instrumental] 14. My Empty Room Empty room today And here I sit Chalk outline upon the wall I remember tracing it A thousand times, the night she died. Why? (Why?) There's no sleep today, I can't pretend When all my dreams are crimes I can't stand facing them Now who will come To wash away my sins Clean my room, fix my meals Be my friend? 15. Eyes Of A Stranger [Intro, spoken over page] Dr. David, telephone please. Dr. David
Dr. Blair, Dr. Blair, Dr. J. Hamilton, Dr. J Hamilton
[Nikki screaming and complaining to a nurse]
All alone now Except for the memories Of what we had and what we knew Everytime I try to leave it behind me I see something that reminds me of you Every night the dreams return to haunt me Your rosary wrapped around your throat I lie awake and sweat, afraid to fall asleep I see your face looking back at me And I raise my head and stare Into the eyes of a stranger I've always known that the mirror never lies People always turn away From the eyes of a stranger Afraid to know what Lies behind the stare Is this all that's left Of my life before me Straight jacket memories, sedative highs No happy ending like they've always promised There's got to be something left for me And I raise my head and stare Into the eyes of a stranger I've always known that the mirror never lies People always turn away From the eyes of a stranger Afraid to know what Lies behind the stare [Lies behind my stare]
How many times must I live this tragedy How many more lies will they tell me All I want is the same as everyone Why am I here, and for how long And I raise my head and stare Into the eyes of a stranger I've always known that the mirror never lies People always turn away From the eyes of a stranger Afraid to know what Lies behind the stare
[Instrumental, medley of Operation: Mindcrime, Speak, Revolution Calling] Revolution! I remember now
[00:00.98]8. Suite Sister Mary [00:01.58][SPOKEN] [00:02.36][Dr. X:] "Kill her. That's all you have to do." [00:07.82][Nikki:] "Kill Mary?" [00:09.06][Dr. X:] "She's a risk, and get the priest as well." [00:16.36] [01:16.58]10 P.M., I feel the rain coming down [01:23.37]My face feels the wet, my mind the storm [01:30.37]Flashing lights as people race to find shelter from the pour [01:38.16]Moving silent, through the streets, they're mine, they're [01:41.54]mine [01:45.89] [02:00.12]Midnite, she sings praises in the Hall [02:06.86]To saintly faces hallowed be their names she can't recall [02:14.60]Sister Mary, virgin Mary, silent with her sin [02:21.06]( [Mary:] "What are you doing out in the rain?" ) [02:22.54]She feels me, I can taste her breath when she speaks [02:27.26]( [Mary:] "I've been waiting for you. Come in." ) [02:52.16] [03:13.06]Mary, Mary just a whore for the underground [03:16.45]They made you pay in guilt for your salvation [03:19.50]Thought you had them fooled? Now they've sent me for you [03:23.75]You know too much for your own good [03:26.55]Don't offer me faith, I've got all I need here [03:30.56]My faith is growing, growing tight against the seam [03:33.73]What we need is trust, to keep us both alive [03:37.49]Help us make it through the night [03:40.64][Mary] [03:41.22]I've no more want of any faith [03:44.90]Binds my arm and feed my mind [03:52.02]The only peace I've ever known [03:55.49]I'll close my eyes and you shoot [03:58.08]No Mary, listen, you've got to pull your strength from my [04:03.04]lips [04:03.41]I pray I feed you well [04:05.65]Your precious cross is gone, it made me wait so long [04:09.13]For what you gave to everyone [04:12.22]The priest is cold and dead on his knees he fed [04:16.48]From my barrel of death, he turned the Holy water red [04:21.60]As he died he said thank you [04:24.40]I just watched him bleed [04:26.60][Mary] [04:26.87]I feel the flow, the blessed stain [04:30.51]Sweating hands like fire, and flames [04:38.30]Burn my thighs, spread in sacrificial rite [04:41.05]The hallowed altar burns my flesh once more tonight [04:50.68]Mary, sweet lady of pain [04:54.73]Always alone [04:57.91]Blind you search for the truth [05:04.81]I see myself in you, parallel lives [05:12.16]Winding at light-speed through time [05:20.81] [07:07.64]No time to rest yet [07:09.00]We've got to stop his game [07:11.50]Before madness has the final laugh [07:14.48]Too much bloodshed [07:16.03]We're being used and fed [07:18.52]Like rats in experiments [07:21.40]No final outcome here [07:23.38]Only pain and fear [07:25.75]It's followed us both all our lives [07:28.76]There's one thing left to see [07:30.29]Will it be him or me? [07:32.58]There's one more candle left to light [07:35.44][Mary] [07:36.06]Don't turn your back on my disgrace [07:39.58]The blood of Christ can't heal my wounds...so deep [07:46.40]The sins of man are all I taste [07:49.46]Can't spit the memory from my mind [07:55.89]I can't cry anymore [08:00.17]Mary, my lady of pain, always alone [08:07.38]Blind you search for the truth [08:14.17]I see myself in you, parallel lives [08:20.82]Winding at light-speed through time, you're mine [08:33.71] [10:09.31]9. The Needle Lies [10:19.34][SPOKEN] [10:43.32][Nikki:] "I've had enough and I WANT OUT!" [10:46.26][Dr. X:] "You can't walk away now." [Laughs] [10:53.03] [11:03.18]I looked back once [11:04.44]And all I saw was his face [11:06.85]Smiling, the needle crying [11:10.66]Walking out of his room [11:12.61]With mirrors, afraid I heard him scream [11:17.48]You'll never get away [11:22.33] [11:27.08]Cold and shaking [11:28.81]I crawled down alleys to try [11:31.67]And scrape away the tracks that marked me [11:35.00]Slammed my face into walls of concrete [11:38.77]I stared, amazed at the words written on the wall [11:43.65]Don't ever trust [11:46.06]Don't ever trust the needle, it lies [11:51.28]Don't ever trust [11:54.06]Don't ever trust the needle when it cries... [11:58.45]Cries your name [12:33.28] [12:40.44]Wet and raving [12:41.89]The needle keeps calling me back [12:44.69]To bloody my hands forever [12:48.20]Carved my cure with the blade [12:50.95]That left me in scars [12:52.62]Now every time I'm weak [12:54.54]Words scream from my arm [12:56.49]Don't ever trust [12:58.67]Don't ever trust the needle, it lies [13:04.36]Don't ever trust [13:06.89]Don't ever trust the needle when it cries... [13:11.35]Cries your name [13:13.08]Don't ever trust [13:15.30]Don't ever trust the needle, it lies [13:20.47]Don't ever trust [13:23.43]Don't ever trust the needle when it cries... [13:27.13]Cries your name [13:51.08]10. Electric Requiem [13:52.55]([Nikki:] "Anybody home? Mary?") [14:01.54] [14:13.55]Even in death [14:15.13]You still look sad [14:21.11]Don't leave me [14:23.08]Don't leave me...here [14:29.26]I want what you feel, believe me [14:35.45]Turn the current on [14:41.80][Guitar solo, instrumental] [15:14.28]11. Breaking The Silence [15:45.10]They told me to run, but just how far? [15:52.66]Can I go wearing the black mask of fear? [16:00.97]The hate in my eyes always gives me away [16:04.78]The tension building slowly [16:08.55]Now I lost everything I had in you [16:15.67]Nothing we shared means a thing [16:20.24]Without you close to me [16:25.06]I can't live without you [16:27.71]Breaking the silence of the night [16:31.76]Can't you hear me screaming? [16:35.33]I look for your face in the neon light [16:39.85]You never answer me [16:51.56]There's no direction to my stare [16:59.62]No more flame burning in my heart anymore [17:07.33]Quiet, I keep it to myself [17:11.33]Until the sun sets slowly [17:14.95]I hear your voice in the evening rain calling [17:22.08]Nothing will keep us apart [17:26.69]No more lies and fear [17:30.72]There's no end to our story [17:34.82]Breaking the silence of the night [17:38.26]Can't you hear me screaming? [17:42.06]I look for your face in the neon light [17:45.70]You never answer [17:50.52]I could make all the wrong seem right [17:54.11]If you were by my side [17:57.88]I'd gather all the tears you cried [18:01.65]And hide them deep underground [18:09.41][Guitar solo] [18:40.26]Can't look back, it's just a waste of time [18:48.59]Can't erase this hate from my eyes [18:52.09]Breaking the silence of the night [18:56.13]Through the streets I'm screaming [19:00.40]Looking for you in the neon light [19:04.20]Why don't you answer me? [19:08.59]Breaking the silence with my cries [19:11.62]Can't you hear me screaming? [19:16.01]We could make all this wrong seem right [19:19.64]But you never answer me [19:24.50] [19:47.87]12. I Don't Believe In Love [20:07.04]I awoke on impact [20:08.63]Under surveillance from the camera eye [20:12.72]Searching high and low [20:23.47]The criminal mind found at the scene of the crime [20:28.02]Handcuffed and blind, I didn't do it [20:39.61]She said she loved me [20:41.79]I guess I never knew [20:43.86]But do we ever, ever really know? [20:47.84]She said she'd meet me on the other side [20:52.28]But I knew right then, I'd never find her [20:55.91]I don't believe in love [20:59.35]I never have, I never will [21:04.19]I don't believe in love [21:07.94]It's never worth the pain that you feel [21:19.06]No more nightmares, I've seen them all [21:22.72]From the day I was born, they've haunted my every move [21:27.82]Every open hand's there to push and shove [21:32.09]No time for love it doesn't matter [21:35.66]She made a difference [21:37.76]I guess she had a way [21:39.80]Of making every night seem bright as day [21:43.58]Now I walk in shadows, never see the light [21:47.79]She must have lied 'cause she never said goodbye [21:51.73]I don't believe in love [21:55.27]I never have, I never will [21:59.78]I don't believe in love [22:03.26]I'll just pretend she never was real [22:08.54]I don't believe in lovev I need to forget her face, I seeit still [22:15.99]I don't believe in love [22:20.23]It's never worth the pain that you feel [22:24.46][Guitar solo] [22:55.15]No chance for contact [22:57.48]There's no raison d'etre [22:59.13]My only hope is one day I'll forget [23:03.04]The pain of knowing what can never be [23:07.09]With or without love it's all the same to me [23:10.88]I don't believe in love [23:14.49]I never have, I never will [23:19.17]I don't believe in love [23:22.58]I'll just pretend she never was real [23:27.16]I don't believe in love [23:31.06]I need to forget her face, I see it still [23:35.52]I don't believe in love [23:39.45]It's never worth the pain that you feel [23:54.76] [24:14.96]13. Waiting For 22 [24:18.21][Instrumental] [25:25.17]14. My Empty Room [25:42.02]Empty room today [25:45.15]And here I sit [25:48.43]Chalk outline upon the wall [25:52.88]I remember tracing it [25:57.12]A thousand times, the night she died. [26:04.30]Why? (Why?) [26:12.57]There's no sleep today, I can't pretend [26:19.65]When all my dreams are crimes [26:23.96]I can't stand facing them [26:27.80]Now who will come [26:31.64]To wash away my sins [26:34.10]Clean my room, fix my meals [26:38.47]Be my friend? [26:49.12]15. Eyes Of A Stranger [26:49.86][Intro, spoken over page] [26:50.29]Dr. David, telephone please. Dr. David [26:53.61] [27:06.06]Dr. Blair, Dr. Blair, Dr. J. Hamilton, Dr. J Hamilton [26:58.58] [27:21.89][Nikki screaming and complaining to a nurse] [27:49.59] [27:51.95]All alone now [27:53.53]Except for the memories [27:56.28]Of what we had and what we knew [28:02.12]Everytime I try to leave it behind me [28:06.02]I see something that reminds me of you [28:15.84]Every night the dreams return to haunt me [28:19.25]Your rosary wrapped around your throat [28:23.91]I lie awake and sweat, afraid to fall asleep [28:28.36]I see your face looking back at me [28:42.20]And I raise my head and stare [28:45.16]Into the eyes of a stranger [28:50.75]I've always known that the mirror never lies [28:59.83]People always turn away [29:03.89]From the eyes of a stranger [29:09.86]Afraid to know what [29:11.54]Lies behind the stare [29:18.44]Is this all that's left [29:20.38]Of my life before me [29:24.37]Straight jacket memories, sedative highs [29:28.21]No happy ending like they've always promised [29:32.12]There's got to be something left for me [29:36.83]And I raise my head and stare [29:39.73]Into the eyes of a stranger [29:45.81]I've always known that the mirror never lies [29:54.79]People always turn away [29:58.37]From the eyes of a stranger [30:03.48]Afraid to know what [30:05.99]Lies behind the stare [Lies behind my stare] [30:14.29] [30:49.91]How many times must I live this tragedy [30:54.85]How many more lies will they tell me [30:59.00]All I want is the same as everyone [31:03.28]Why am I here, and for how long [31:07.99]And I raise my head and stare [31:11.36]Into the eyes of a stranger [31:16.95]I've always known that the mirror never lies [31:26.15]People always turn away [31:29.96]From the eyes of a stranger [31:35.68]Afraid to know what [31:37.67]Lies behind the stare [32:01.34] [32:37.17][Instrumental, medley of Operation: Mindcrime, Speak, Revolution Calling] [33:04.12]Revolution! [33:23.39]I remember now [33:24.65]
